Rami's Diary

May (pt. 2)

I guess I'll start from the beginning really

My dad always rejected the idea of me being gay. He's closed-minded. I knew this and I never even wanted him to find out. He literally walked in on me making out with some guy who I thought I was in love with. Needless to say, he was completely outraged. He started screaming and throwing things. But then mom came in. She was like my guardian angel, really. She told my dad he was being ridiculous. He started gay-bashing me some more and then my mom did the most amazing thing.

She stood up for me.

She said to him, "I know you love me. You love Ramirus too. I don't know what's wrong with you, but there's nothing wrong with being gay. I love you to pieces and I never wanted it to come to this, but if you cannot accept him for who he is, we'll leave you."

And I believed every word.

Apparently so did my dad. Because he got on his knees and started bawling like a baby in front of my mom.

Secretly I wished I would find unconditional love like that one day, one like my mom and dad had.

(And I did ;))

So I guess this part is for mom and dad.

Mom,
thank you so fucking much (excuse the language :)) love you <3

Dad,
I forgive you. And I'll always love you and be your son.

-Rami xx