Harry's Rose

Chapter 35⚠️

I'm not going to lie. I've been writing a lot of these chapters while sitting on the beach lol

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Harry's POV

I woke up and heard Rose throwing up in the bathroom but this time it's different. I walked in and saw her with her fingers in her throat.

"Rose what are you doing" I say worried and pull her fingers out of her mouth

"I'm so sorry Harry. I just can't eat anything anymore" She says and cries

"Why do you feel like that love" I say while holding her against my chest on the bathroom floor

"I'm gaining so much weight and I hate how I'm starting to look" she cries

"Love, your perfect. Your growing our baby of course your going to gain weight" I say while holding her stomach

"I know. I know.... I'm sorry. I just couldn't get the thought of me gaining weight out of my head" she says

"It's okay love, I'm here and I'm going to make sure you eat and gain weight because I want our baby to be healthy" I say

Rose nods and we go downstairs and I make her a turkey and ham sandwich. She eats it and we go and cuddle on the couch until she falls asleep next to me. Niall came into the living room 30 minutes later and sat down on the other couch.

"Is Rose okay" he asks

"She'll be okay. Her eating disorder is just messing with her. I caught her throwing up this morning so I talked to her and made her eat for the baby. I can't afford to loose another baby and I'll do anything I need to do to keep this baby safe" I say

"Oh... I'll tell the boys that we will keep an eye on Rose" Niall says

"Okay thanks Nialler" I say

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Rose woke up 10 minutes ago and we are just cuddling on the couch watching tv.

"Harry can you make dinner tonight" Louis says

"Yes I can. What do you guys want" I say

"Can you make us pasta" Louis says

"Yea can you" Niall says

"Harry" Rose says

"Yea my love" I say

"I'm not hungry. I don't want to eat" Rose says

"Love you need to eat" I say

"I'm not eating" Rose said

"Love you need to eat for the baby" I say

"I know I do but I'm not hungry" rose says and looks down

I make her look at me and give her a worried face.

"Love your almost 5 months. The baby needs all the nutrients it can get" I say

"I know Hazz but I'll feel disgusting and fat if I eat" Rose says and starts crying.

At this point the boys are watching us because they are also concerned. They know about Rose's eating disorder and they want her/ the baby okay and healthy.

"Your not disgusting. Your the most beautiful girl I've never seen my love. This baby needs you to keep trying. I need you to keep trying and the weight your gaining is just baby weight. Our baby needs the room to grow and be healthy" I say

Rose nods her head and hugs me. She cries into my shoulder for a while when she calms down she comes and sits with me in the kitchen. I start cooking and Rose just sits there watching me. I suddenly feel a pair of arms wrapped around my back and I turn to see Rose.

"Yes love" I say and smile at her

"I just remembered we have a doctors appointment tomorrow and we get to find out the gender if you want to" Rose says

I didn't think it was possible but my smile got even bigger than before.

"Yes I want to know if I'm having a little girl or a little boy" I say

"Me too" Rose says and kisses me

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Rose POV

It's the next day and Harry and I are waiting in the doctors office to find out the gender of our baby. They call us in and I once again roll my shirt up to my bra line and the doctor tucks a paper in my pants. She puts the really cold jell on me making me jump a little.

"Alright let's check this baby out and maker sure he or she is okay" the doctor says

She starts looking around at the baby and inside my uterus to make sure everything is okay.

"Looks like you have a very healthy baby and would you like to know the gender" the doctor says

I look at Harry and he nods at me

"Yes we would like to know" I say

"Okay.. You are having a healthy little...