Chapter: 30

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Namjoon's heat hit with full force once his body found it comfortable enough to let go.

He was in pain, a kind of pain he never experienced before, his whole body was burning like the boiling lava, Namjoon had no clue what to do he felt like he'll die the next given moment.

The burn and the pain was too much for the newly shifted hybrid.

Namjoon wants, no, needs Yoongi to be there with him, even though the hybrid wouldn't know what to his sole presence will be enough to give Namjoon the strength to go through this painful experience.

He knows his hyung will sit beside him gently caressing his hair while whispering soothing words in his ears, telling him that he can do it.

Namjoon wants to go, wants to leave now that he actually have a chance.

But he doesn't want to break his promise that he did to Jackson, he'll save his boyfriend.

He will not let the fates cruel twist let two lovers get separated from eachother, it's risky, yeah, Namjoon knows that, but he doesn't have to cure Mark a hundred percent.

Seventy five to the max and the rest will be handled by the professional, and Jackson himself will take Namjoon back to his favourite hyung in this whole world.

When Jackson explained why he is doing all of this Namjoon's eyes watered, he knows Jackson's ways are wrong but he is scare, scared of losing someone he loved for his whole life.

He couldn't imagine loosing Yoongi one day, he'll die, it's hard for him to stay away from him but now that Jackson promised he can go back to his hyung.

Namjoon closed his eyes tears were falling from his eyes as he grabbed anything he could.

His room's door opened and Namjoon opened his shut eyes looking at the intruder, it was Holden looking at Namjoon with wide eyes.

The Alfa was providing him nonstop, he took care of all Namjoon's necessity, but Namjoon couldn't help but feel like a broken vessel, like he wasn't suppose to be here, with Holden.

Like everything that is going on is wrong, Namjoon closed his eyes again withering in the burning pain.

"Namjoon?" Namjoon opened his eyes looking at Holden who was looking at Namjoon with an expression Namjoon couldn't decipher.

"You are in your heat baby," The Alfa explained and somehow Namjoon didn't liked the sound of it, it was so different from how Yoongi call him.

It made him winch from inside, he doesn't want Holden here he wants Yoongi, his hyung, no one else.

"Let me help you Namjoon, let me help you go through the pain, trust your Alfa Joonie," Namjoon didn't liked it, any of it, he despise it, even when he shouldn't.

"Trust me Joonie, I'll take care of you, I'm your mate."

Yeah, Holden is his mate, Namjoon should let him help him, right? But why does it feels so wrong? Like he is betraying someone really special to him.

Before Namjoon could think anything else his whole body started burning with another great flaming sensation, like he was being drown in boiling lava.

He couldn't take it anymore as he looked at the Alfa and gave him a hesitant nod.

Holden didn't wasted a single second before grabbing the hybrid and sinking his teeth in his flesh causing the older to scream.

The Alfa frowned when the mark didn't lasted as in the bond didn't formed, and Holden was having non of it, as the afla went again sinking his teeth hard on the puppy hybrid's neck, tearing through the flesh, drawing out blood causing him to scream even louder.

A wave of pain shot trough Namjoon's body causing the hybrid to pass out.

Holden looked at the hybrid as the Alfa wiped of the few blood droplet in corner of his mouth, as he licked the wound, feeling satisfied as the bond finally formed.

He knew he is being greedy, but he can't possibly let Namjoon go, he love him too much for that.

After the heartful talk Jackson had with his boyfriend, he decided that he'll let Namjoon go, he just wants to increase Mark's time so they can get proper help and medication for him.

Holden was happy, he truly was but when Jackson sat him down explaining that Namjoon isn't his mate and they will send him back to his old family.

Holden had to do something, quickly even, he didn't cared about Jackson's explanation and apologizes, he fell for Namjoon and he wanted his love to be his.

He didn't cared about if Namjoon was his mate or not anymore, all he cared about that the hybrid was his and he'll make sure of it, so he marked Namjoon permanently his.

He knew what he did was wrong, he claimed someone without being their mate, but he couldn't find it in himself to truly regretting it.

Namjoon was finally his and all that mattered to him.

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