COLD BLOOD - Hera kids

21- Untold Feelings

(Joo Seokkyung's Pov)

"Don't you think you had enough of time thinking?" I ask, as I smiled at his back painfully.

He stopped on his tracks but didn't turn around. Coward.

"Face me, you cow!" I loudly said as I cross my arms on my chest, walking towards him, every step I take hurts my pride.

Am I not that important for him? I tried everything I can to keep whatever this is, for us, I never made it clear to him that I have feelings for him, I fear that he doesn't feel the same, but I always give signs.

Am I not worth the risk?

Because I know damn well he is worth the risk. And I did, I took the risk. And here he is, being a coward, scared of facing me again because of the consequencess of what we've done.

If my brother found out, he'll fume so hard our penthouse will have fire all around us. In fact, he might burn his bestfriend alive.

And the worse of it all is the fact that I'll defend him to my brother as long as I can. I'll never get tired of it, I'll always stood by his side, but he needs to help me love him easier.

We can't just ignore what happened or what we felt towards each other, even if I try I don't succeed.

Does he think it's that easy unloving someone you just started loving yet you're already so inlove? I shouldn't even be feeling this in the first place!

Nothing annoys me more than when someone expects you to be okay with something that they wouldn't be okay with if you did it.

Does he regret what we did?

He turn around and showed me his face in a scowl. Bitterness rushed right thru my heart the moment I see how unhappy he is of seeing me.

"Is my face that bad?" I teasingly ask even though I know he won't respond, I just want to talk with him.

He raise an eyebrow at me as his tongue started traveling his inner cheek.

I smiled at him, masking my pained expression.

"Did you had a great day? Yesterday is a bit funny to me, don't you think? I wonder if Minhyuk's dad got home safely." I continue rambling as I pouted, while thinking about the events of yesterday.

Yesterday wasn't that boring but I missed him. Of course I wouldn't tell him that, I have no reasons to tell him anyway. He'll probably just tell me to shut up with an annoyed growl.

"It's fine." He responded shortly, making my eyes widen. Well, that's surprising.

"Don't you have interesting events on your day today? We have a great weather today. Doesn't sit right with me if your mood is like that."
I pointed at his face, his eyes narrowed, oh he was offended. My bad.

"Do you want to take a walk with me?" I ask, pushing my luck, just suggesting, it wouldn't hurt a try.

"Let's eat some ice cream! My treat." I added, smiling widely at him even though I'm really nervous. I'm not hoping that much since I know I'll probably just get regected but I hope he agree with me. Even just for today.

"No, I'm busy. Invite someone else." I knew it. The smile on my face remained still as I tried so hard not to kidnap him right here right there.

He walk out from me as he took his helmet from his locker. Before he can even get out of the locker room I grab his hand and held it tightly.

He turn around and look at me, his gaze soften as he shift his gaze towards his helmet, that he is holding.

Silence came over as I stood still, still holding his hand, not wanting to let go. Can I always hold his hand?