Justin Bieber - Imagines

One year apart - part 1 - JustinB

It's been one year since I saw him, since I touched him. I do miss him a lot but he doesn't deserve me.

Justin said, he needed this, he needed to travel, to find his self, to find his peace, to get away from his problems. I mean, I could say a lot of reasons why he needed that but I needed him more than anything.

I know I sound selfish but I was always here for him, I could have done anything for him. I did love him, but I don't know if he loved me back. Sometimes, I like to think that he did, he did love me, that he loved talking to me, he loved kissing me, he loved being with me, that he loved my presence or was it all in my head ?

I mean we have known each other since I can't remember and he felt first but I felt harder and after that it all went into chaos. I want to say "we" but I don't even know if I can speak at his behalf but, we kept in touch even after we broke because I don't know, I knew I loved him but maybe he just liked me because I was here for him.

And after that, we were "friends", he was living his life, having girlfriends and everything. And me, loving him even though, I was his friend, I indeed talked with guys but unfortunately when I love someone I can't be with someone else.

Justin and I, every time we were together, we couldn't keep our hands to ourselves, we needed that, we were like magnets.

2 years ago, we decided to be sex friends, I mean that's a great idea right ? We didn't last very long because we fought, I was jealous, he was jealous. I wanted things and he wanted more, I don't know, really I don't know. I want to know but, yeah, we still saw each other, kiss each other, even though the pain was still here. He decided to leave for one year, I thought saying goodbye will be hard so, I didn't wanted to be here. But lucky me, I was living with my friend at the time and even though I was avoiding him, he called her telling her he was coming.

The night, he came, I didn't want him to leave and he stayed. I cried in his arms, telling him that I will miss him and whatsoever. He left the next day and he had a plane to catch.

It's been one year, he's coming back soon and I don't know if I can face him again.

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Part 2 ? Pls vote <3