Blood... || JustinB

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"One for being ugly."
"One for being fat."
"One for being worthless."
"One for being useless."
"One for being stupid."
"One for being born."

The blood was casting on the floor, today it was the 13th August, the day I was born, the day my mom died. I was still hearing the banging on the bathroom's door. Why does he keep coming after me, didn't he saw me, I'm just a pathetic girl.

"Please open the door y/n!" I could hear him cry.

"Leave me alone Justin, please."

"I love you, please I fucking love you, don't do that!" He said while banging on the door to make it break.

Bullshit, he just have pity for you, look at you, ugly piece of shit, no one can love you.

"Stop, I want it to stop, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, it's all my fucking fault!"

You are right, your mom died because of you. You were the one who killed her, you were the one who removed the only happiness to your dad. You are a mistake. You fucking killed her.

"Baby girl, please don't do that, I love you please please don't leave me, open the door please I'm begging you with all my soul. Open the door baby." He said with his voice cracking.

"It's all my fault, Justin." I said to him, while opening the door. His eyes were bloodshot, with tears all over his cheeks.

"Baby, don't you ever say that again, it's not your fault, nothing was your fault, she loved you, so damn much, she gave her life for you, she knew what was happening, but she choose you over her, because she loved you, she wanted you to have a life, to be happy, to make her proud. So please stop it's not your fault." he said while hugging me.

"I'm so sorry." I said crying into his chest.

"Baby, everything is going to be alright."

Nothing will be alright.

"I'm fed up Justin, fed up about everything, I can't fight anymore, I'm sorry." I said looking at him.

"Y/n, I'll help you, I'll always be here for you, you're my other half, I'll protect you from everything."

" You can't protect me from myself, Justin, it's useless. " I said to him while taking a step back with a razor in your hand.

" Baby, please, d..on't w..e will see p..eople, don't l..eave me. You ca..n't. " he said with his voice cracking at every words, he started sobbing hard.

"You deserve someone better Justin, not me, I'm just a pathetic girl who has some problems with herself, I'm broken, you will be better without me, you'll find a beautiful girl who will treat you right, who will love you right. And this girl isn't me."

" I already find this girl, and it's you, you are the one, you are my soul mate y/n, I don't need someone else because I know, I'll never love someone like I love you, I don't care if you are broken because I'll fix you, every part of you. Don't you dare to say that I deserve better because the only one I want is you and it will always be you."

"Justin, you don't understand, I hate myself, everything, even when you say I'm beautiful, because I know I'm not, there is always this voice in my head who is telling me that you are lying, that I'm just a trash. And guess what, I believe this voice, because I know it's true."

"Why? Please just let me show you, how much you are beautiful, how much you are perfect, how much you're mean to me. You can't do this, if you do it, I wouldn't forgive myself because I'll have lost the only thing that I truly love. If you are not in this world with me, there's no reason to me to be here too. So please give me that razor now." He said while going closer to me, and taking the blade in his hand and putting it in the toilet.

"It's over baby." He said while kissing my forehead, and stroking my cheeks with his hands.

It's never over.

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Well, it was a weird imagine 😅
Not very good tho, but I still hope you liked it, the bold writing is y/n's mind if you didn't understand, soooo now good bye 💖

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