Sorry - Justin (sad)

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your point of view 

"I'm sorry for everything you've been through because of me, I know I'm worthless, I know I'm ugly, I know I'm fucking stupid, I know I don't deserve you and I don't deserve to be happy, I know you deserve better and not someone who is slowly killing herself while doing bad things. You deserve a great girl, someone who will treat you right, someone who will make you smile, someone who will help you through bad times and you good times. You deserve a bright future with the love of your life, not with someone toxic like me. You think, I'm happy well baby, I'm a good actress, but you should see my razor blade next to me every night. Sometimes I don't use it, but sometimes she is next to my throat waiting, but you know I'm a pussy." 

I kept writing on the paper, I needed to leave this house, I couldn't stay any longer, but he needed to know what I really thought about him, me and everything, I was probably harsh with  my words but he needed to know the truth. I'll always think that he was the best thing that ever happen to me,but I was too stupid, I have many regrets, he is my first relationship, I was shy, I didn't wanted to show him my emotions at first, he was hurt a lot, but he stays, why? 

I packed my bags, left the letter with his house key and didn't look back. I took my car and left, like this 4 years never happen. I was probably overacting but how could you love someone if you hated yourself so much. People always told me, you should love yourself first. But even thought, I hated myself, I knew I loved him with all my heart I just didn't wanted to admit it, to him and to myself. Love is a hard journey that I didn't wanted to take, I know it's selfish but I can't anymore. 


justin's point of view 

I was back home, I knew my baby was feeling sad this past few weeks, so I took a break and booked some vacation for her and me, I know I'm not the best boyfriend in the world, but I try my hardest and love her with my fucking soul, I wouldn't give up on her for anything in this world, she is truly my everything. They were no sound in the house, she was probably out with some friends, but her keys is on the desk. I could see something under, it was a letter with my name on it.


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