Stargazing flowers (on Amazon)

tate

Tate was a far cry from fox, who was sweet and innocent.   He had street smarts not book smarts though he was able to read Stephen King novels.  He had tattoos and piercings and a Mohawk.  He was quite interesting but he did not like stargazing or anything that I liked.    But he was stunningly handsome, and that I had only going for.  With him I was able to find friends but still I missed fox, mor loving child hood sweetheart.  We had a promise that we would be able to forensic pathologists but  with my condition I was forbidden to talk to fox.  
When I found out that he saw me with Tate, I was starting to wonder if Tate was a good idea.  He saw us kiss and made some kind threat and had to be suspended from high school. 

I was crushed.

My childhood sweetheart was threatening me for kissing someone else because my mom wanted me to fit in.   It was sad.  I could tell her about the Threats because I was afraid of a restraining order.  But i was able to keep it a secret.   For Fox's sake. 

But I tried to talk to him when getting the mail and he did not talk to me at all.  It was crushing, I was still sticking my neck out for him, and yet he felt I was threatening him, or at least my parents were. Oh those long dark days of crying my self to sleep at night because I missed fox.  I know I was young but gifted but still young but I love him with everything I had.  Did I want to be with Tate.   The honest answer was no I did not.

I wanted to study with him, to back with fox.m but that was not happening.  I tried to talk to his sister, but didn't get very much info from her either.   Maybe she did not want to like her brother all sad and depressed.
I would still get the odd note care off his sister Dana, but there was something loving about them.  He wanted so desperately to be with me again to.  But how was that going to work.

When I received the last note of the week, it was

Dearest love
I wish I could watch you from a fair but I am to afraid of Tate to be near you, this means that I might just have to end it either until your moms comes to her senses or you break up with Tate. I love you too much for you to be with that bully.

I am going my own path to be an FBI agent so I can show people like Tate that they're not the boss.

I wish to be with you love.

Fox

Was he saying this out of heart break or was he going to break the promise we made that we made that summer ago. Then he said just let me go.

Was Tate a bully to fox, my sensitive loving childhood sweetheart, the thought made me want to cry deeply. It hurt that fox felt this way. What hurt was that I only knew about it. I wanted to get him help. But I couldn't. Not while being tates girlfriend.

When I was said about the hole thing, I got very angry and wanted to question the bad boy I was dating.

"Do you know a fox!" I asked.
"The animal or the fucking skinny spazz case." He said.
"The skinny guy."
"Oh him he's ret*rded." He chuckled. "Always talking about forensics, I had to beat him up."
"Why"I asked.
"He's a fucking nerd." He said.
"If you keep this up, I cannot handle you anymore." I stated and made my way back to the home room as he played hooky.

I cannot believe that I was dating him. To pick on some one smaller then him and to make me fell worthless. To really honest I wanted to give up on Tate.
When I got home.....
"I just found out that Tate was bullying fox," I growled.
"Don't say that name." My mom said.
"Mom," I begged. "He is also playing hooky."
"Wha....."
She started to say that she did not want me to be with Tate. For he was a bad influence on me. But I was I going to fix this myself. I did not know how.

So I started a i rumour that I was dating someone in my school campus and that I was going to leave Tate. Hopefully Tate would get the message. That his bullying could cost some one their life.
Thank god that fox just wanted to be an FBI agent. But god know was what was going in his head.
I never knew fox to have Illintent but then I did not know anymore about fox. It was as if I was seeing a split personality. It was scary to think about.
That night I got I note from fox.

Love
I just want to be an FBI agent to hurt the bullies and to autopsy them alive.

Fox

What was I reading it was a one liner and then that was it. It was scary. I tried to talk to the sister, Dana that this was disturbing me and then he was starting to scare me and that I didn't want to be around him anymore.

I hit deck.

When I got to my house which was across the street I hurt him wale in pain, and the all the dogs started to bark......loudly. I did not know but to confront Tate the bastard once and for all and in front of his friends. Who I thought were afraid of him.

It was not cracked up to me, my mom and fox were angry and disappointed one for trying to fit in and the other because I couldn't fit in right. If that is a sentence. But I will badgered my conscience. That I know.