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18th birthdays

When my 18th birth came fox drove me to make out point. Where he did something I did thing he would do. Handcuff himself to car door and told me to have my way with him. It was that I wanted to make kinky love to him, but I heard many times that make out point was a ground for psychopaths and serial killers. And I tool him that. He just kissed me and said that he would protect me. I knew he loved me but that much?!
With his free hand he started to gently undress amd kissing my collar bone. Soon I relaxed. And started to kiss him not shyly but passionately. To took me with the free arm and started to hold me tight not too tight but just tight enought that he was saying he would let me go.
"Love," he said. "I hope you enjoy your gift."
"It is yours too Fox," I said. "Your birthday will be in two days."
"Yes sweeties." He kissed me and started to crassness what every clothes off of me. "Ummm, can you help me undress"
"Yes, fox."
"What happens if I impregnate you?" He wondered.
"I don't know"
"I will be in school and get a job and then be FBI. I could supports us."
"Ok"
We kissed and soon we were making love. I loved his touch on my skin as well as the feeling of him in said me. This was the first time someone made me feel special and safe even though we were being kinky.
"Oh fox," I said. "Don't want this to end."
"Me neither."
How do we tell people we are sleeping with eachother."
I will tell them I want to marry you."

That was when he pulled out a ring.
"something from my mom's jewelry box.....she hated it so I stole it," he said . "Would you marry me."
I was about ready to cry at the thought and said "I do." The we kissed some more. Then I noted the time it was close to 1:00 am. I wanted make the last as badly as I do. But I had final exams the next day. It hurt me to say that we need to get back.
"Wait," fox said. "Your the only good thing in my life, my sister is distant to me. And my mom emotionally neglects me. My father was an FBI agent, that I only know.
"I never had friends, no real friends. I was always bulled and attacked, my mom even slaps me to the point where I just want to leave.
"I cannot wait through medical school..... I am sorry."
Soon he was crying and sobbing. I did not want to do this. When I to.d him that I was walking home I wanted him to be with me.
But he just cried.
I never knew someone with so much pain in his life. But why did he want to be FBI was it because of his father he never knew. His sister knew her father and but she was from a different man and was loved more than fox. Which made me want to know about his past, but didn't badger him. It was really said that he would start telling me all this. Before I left and I got dressed I was told if I was pregnant by him, not to treat the kid like a monster.
"Ummmm," I said said.  "I won't"
"Thank you!"
The next thing he said that his moms care wasn't important that he would walk me home.

We walked in silence.... Well he did.  He did even take note of the stars.  Something he loved.  Soon he went to up too my front door and we kissed.  Then I went inside but did not get in trouble.  The I wish the same was the for fox.  All the remaining night his mom and him where arguing intensely.  I never heard anything like that in my life. 

Soon it was time to good to school to do the final high school exams,  when I went to the mail box.  The mail wasn't in yet but looked like it was.  I opened the mailbox and saw a lovely daisy.  Was this a reminder of last night.   Then soon in a few days I would have constant reminders of that night.  I kept throwing up.   It wasn't until I missed it that I realized that I was pregnant.  How was I going to tell my parents.   That was the online thing other then the daisy that was lift of him.  I did not know this but he was long gone.  It took a while to realize that when his sister Dana could not find him. 
I was in shock at that point I started to be shell shocked at the thought that he was braking the promise.  But worse was where was he.  He wasn't even in the exam hall.  He was gone.

I did my exams and passed.  I remember because I got 90 to 100 % on all my courses.  But I had to tell my parents of the kid growing in me.  It was only fair.  I told my mother expecting to be yelled at but she just said......
"It's fox isn't it."
"Yes mom."
"Well what are you going to do."
"Keep it. And go to school, it will be hard but I can do it."
I was determined to make my future for my kid.  But.... Where the hell was fox.  I wanted to be with him, or at least know where he was. 
But the feeling of heavy heart about his disappearance was just starting to set in.

Where the f was he.