Chasity

Chapter 1

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙨𝙞𝙩𝙮  𝘼𝙧𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙤

I came back home after pick up Tahj from Daycare which was thankfully only a 5 minute drive. I have to cook dinner from my "parents" so as soon as Tahj gets home I help him take his shoes off and put his bag in our room. I sat him down on the bed and let him play games on his tablet that I worked my ass off at the diner for. He doesn't just watch YouTube I would feel like a bad mom so I give him 30 minute screen time for YouTube and then he spends the rest of his time on learning games. I went downstairs and started cooking I tried to cook a little fast but before I could finish I heard the front door open. "shit" I whispered to myself. "Hey slut I thought we told you to have dinner ready before we came home" Destiny my "mother" said stumbling. "I had to pick up Ta-" "DID I ASK YOU TO SPEAK" she yelled making me jump. She came up to me and punched me in my face. I gasped and looked at her feeling blood trickle down from my nose. She started attacking me, I landed on the floor she kept kicking and hitting me and my "stepdad" William joined. I was so used to the beatings I just sat there letting them use me as a punching bag. "mommy?" I heard a voice call out and I looked over at my Tahj and shook my head no as I sat up. "go back u-upstairs baby" he looked at me scared.

"Maybe I should give this little shit a lesson for interrupting us" William said walking over to my 3 year old son trying to hit him. "lay your nasty ass h-hands on my son and I swear to god I will m-murder you" I said making him stop dead in his tracks and turn around. I slowly got up using the wall for support. "oh look who's fighting back" Destiny said. "Don't b-bring my son into t-this" William still tried to hit him before he laid his hand on him I grabbed his arm and twisted it back. "What the f-"Before I could finish Destiny pulled me by my hair. I yelped and she threw me onto the floor. "stop fucking touching me" I said glaring at her. "or what" she said kicking me in the head. I stayed on the floor my body exhausted. I was so close to passing out but I didn't "my love g-go upstairs" I said and looked over to my son. He rushed up the stairs and I just laid on the floor and William came over to me and kicked me hard and I heard a crack. I gasped for air as I held on to my ribs, they both walked away laughing. I laid there for 10 minutes and forced myself to get up. I pushed through the pain and walked upstairs slowly and went into my room. I seen my son scared shaking in the corner of my bed.

"Hey my love.." I said sitting down on the bed. "Mommy" he said scared on the verge of tears. I was about to cry when he came up to me and sat on my lap giving me a hug. I winced a little bit because he touched my broken rib. "I-I'm okay baby" He hugged me crying into my shoulder as I rubbed his back. Eventually he fell asleep in my arms and I put him in the bed and slowly got up not trying to wake him as I got to my bathroom thats attached to my room and start to dress my wounds. I took painkillers to help with the pain. I looked at myself busies and cuts all on my face and started crying. I was so sick of living like this I wanted to end it all, I was a crying mess and grabbed the box of blades from under my cabinet. I grabbed one all of the memories of them beating and degrading me. All of the birthday's they ruined, almost losing my son because of them. I cut for every bad memory, all of the nasty words they said to me. With each cut I started to feel better all of the pain went away. I cleaned and put the blade back, and wipe the blood off of my arms. I locked my bedroom door and got in bed with my son. Hugging him as I softly cried wishing he didn't have to see me get hit all the time. I finally fell asleep with Tahj in my arms not caring if those fuckers ate or not.

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