Roomates (Solangelo AU)

X | Panicking

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Nico POV:

I was trying to sleep peacefully, but I heard loud whimpering and shot up right. I looked beside me. Will had a fearful expression on his face. He was hugging himself with arm wrapped around his legs, and rocking back and forth slowly.

What was going on with him?

"Will?" I asked quietly.

He whimpered, shaking his head slowly, "No,no,no,no,no," he cried, whispering. "No!"

"Will!" I grabbed his shoulder and shook him. He just continued freaking out.

Will (POV switch):

My brain continued running crazily while Nico's voice echoed in my head.

I like Nico.

Tried to kiss Nico.

He didn't kiss back.

He refused.

Is he straight?

Dos he not like me?

Nico was crying.

Was he okay?

Am I okay?

Am I not okay?

Scared. Sad. Angry. Scared. Sad. Angry.

Feeling everything.

Feeling nothing.

What am I Feeling?

Hold the emotions in.

Keep them in.

Don't let them out.

Be quiet.

Be happy.

Be positive.

Hide the pain.

Look happy.

Don't make the feel bad for you.

Be straight.

Don't be gay.

That's not okay.

Is it okay?

My brain cycled through those thoughts over and over until my brain almost exploded. Someone or something shook me vigorously and jolted me out of my thoughts and my vision got a little bit better.

I was so scared, I couldn't breathe. My hair was wet and sticky as I felt tears rolling down my face. I squeezed my eyes closed, my head throbbing like crazy.

"Shhhh, it's okay. You're okay." I herd a calming voice whispering in my ear. I felt a small figure's arm wrap around me.

I closed my eyes, sweat pouring down my forehead while I trembled nervously.

After a minute, the figure let go of me and I looked up to see Nico's face.

He said something in Italian. I instantly felt the effect it usually puts on me.

Nico had a look of confusion an fear on his face. "Will, are you okay?"

I tried to talk but I couldn't. The words just wouldn't come out.

Nico (POV switch) [A/N: so sorry for all of the pov switches!!!]:

I grabbed my phone out of my pocket.

I went on Discord and onto the group chat.

The Rats:

nicodiangelo: i don't think will is okay, he's shaking and crying and I don't know what to do please someone come to our tent

i_luvbriks: He must be having a panic attack. He does that sometimes when he gets really overwhelmed.

BeautyQueen: just tell him to breathe

BABYBOYSUPREME: wow, great advise. you would think he would already know he's supposed to breathe...

TheOnlySmartOneAround: Leo shut the fuck up.😑

Hazelnut: Try you're best to calm him down, Nico

nicodiangelo: okay, i'll try.

A/N: Okay, so SUPER DUPER short chapter, and I apologize or that. I just didn't wanna pull too much of an Uncle Rick on yiu and didn't to leave you hanging but also didn't want a long poorly written chapter. So, I decided this little chapter was better than nothing for today.

I also have some questions.

One. Do you guys like it when I do the POV change? Do I switch them too much? Do I not switch them enough?Do you just not like them in general, or do you like them and want me to continue right them?

Two. If I were to just do one POV, would you rather it be Nico's or Will's?

Three. Do you like the pace of Nico and Will's relationship? Is it moving too fast? Not quick enough? Be honest:)

Make sure to comment your answers!

Thanks,

~Scarlett