TRAP HOUSE IMAGINES

I was clean {{Traphouse

TW THIS STORY HAS MENTIONES OF SELF HARM DRINK AND DRUGS DON'T READ IF YOUR NOT COMFORTABLE

Nova's POV
Today marked the 10 month drug and self harm free I couldn't have done it without my friends I was so excited to tell them I was clean for so long

I was going to tell my friends I have met for shorter first so I stared with Corey since devyn was shopping right now "coreyyyyy"I said walking into his room "what do you want Nova I'm playing rocket league" he sounded so annoyed "oh nevermind sorry"

I then went to arrons room "arrr Arron" I said again in a weird high pitch "what is it I'm on the phone" the same annoyed tone "sorry forget about it"

Devyn walked into the house some bags in her hand"DEV hiii" I hugged her "Jesus Nova can't     
I have 5 minutes without you being so clingy"those words cut deep I was always to clingy

"Ya I'm sorry " I walked up to Colby's room" Colbsss "I opened his bed room door" what is it now Nova I'm tried"he didn't sound annoyed more angery" I'm sorry I will leave "

I walked to Sam's room my childhood best friend" sammyyyyy" I faked it this time that tone I used what just a cover from not bursting into tears" omg what do you want Nova I'm editing can't you see that go do something I'm busy " that hurt a little to much I basically ran out

When I got to my room I had tears on my face" fuck this" I whispered to myself I changed into my favorite cargos with my favorite shirt my  zip up jacket I have had since the 6th grade

When I chose to get clean I didn't completely throw everything away so I got it out from under my bed I got the blade and cut not to deep but enough to feel it

I let out a sigh I missed the feeling I clean my wrist I rolled a blunt and lit it I smoke at least 2 before I wanted something stronger

I went to my dealer "my man rickyyy" I smiled to him "novaaa my homegirl I haven't seen you in a long ass time I thought you were clean?"

"I was but shit I got no reason to be clean soo" the only reason I was clean was for my friends and they don't seem to care so screw this

"I understand you what you want?" I already had weed and some tabs I wanted some strong shit "let me get some acid and heroin" I knew it was strong and together more stronger "damn girl be careful with this shit alright?" I laughed "when I'm I careful?"

I took it and went off on my skateboard I was pretty close to the house so I could easy get back

I put the acid on my tongue already feeling the affects I had a bottle of vodka I drank was and only had some heroin since I didn't like how it felt I smoke another joint I got a blade out of my pocket I rolled up my shelves I cut 5 lines on each arm and put my shelves back up

I was stoned I could barely walk I took my skateboard and walked to the house I walked in and there was everyone Sam Colby devyn Corey Arron

"Wwwhats uppp myy peeeepss" I slurred as I laughed "Jesus Nova you can barely walk" Sam came towards me holding my shoulders "don'tttt tou*hicup* ch mee" I hiccuped

"You smell like alcohol and weed" Colby came close to "your eyes are bloodshot red" Corey commented "what did you take?" devyn added "Nova are you ok?" Arron asked I got feed up

"Wwhyy do y *hicup* ou care nowww"i tried yelling but it just came out as a annoyed tone "yourrr the oneee onee who *hicup* diddd thiiss" I said rolling up my shelves showing the fresh cuts

I pulled out the acid and the heroin from my pockets I couldn't really see there faces but from what I could tell Sam was crying same with Colby,Corey and devyn were shocked and Arron looked so hurt and guilty

"I wwass *hicup* gooingg tooo*hicup* tellll youu I woulddd *hicup*habee beeennn *hicup*10 monthssss cleannn" I laughed at the end I started walking to my room I layed down on my bed I sobbed and then I fell asleep

Sam's POV
"We fucked up so bad guys"I cried I can't believe I pushed her away like that she was just trying to tell me she got clean and I hurt her

"I regret it" devyn spoke "I was frustrated that I ripped my sweather and she hugged me I yelled at her and pushed her away"

"I was on the phone with an old friend they were telling me a story I yelled at her without thinking I didn't realize" Arron spoke

"I lost at rocket league and I took it out on her it was just a fucking game" Corey said

"I stayed up all night editing I just wanted some sleep I shouldnt have pushed her away" Colby said

"I can't believe I did that I was editing my video kept glitching I yelled at her and she was just trying to tell us she was clean and we pushed her to relapse all because I was to GODAMN FOCUSED ON MYSELF" I yelled i know  I hurt her

Without another word we all went to her room check on her

We all sat around her bed on her floor watching her breath in and out to make sure she didn't overdose  we stayed like that most of the night crying at what we did.

SORRY THIS ONE IS SAD AND MENTIONS DRUGS AND ALL THAT AND I'M SORRY I DON'T THINK THIS ONE IS AS GOOD