From The Very First Day--/ Yeonjun/Txt FF

Chapter 4 : Yeonjun

Hi! I'm Choi Yeonjun. Who's currently a soloist. I'm gonna debut after some days. I'm 25 yrs old. My childhood went shitty tbh. My father always pressured me to join his business but I had other dreams. I wanted to be an idol. Because I chased my father's dream half of my life. I ended up in his company. 2 years ago, my mom died . We found out that she had stage 3 Cancer. I loved her so so much. She always wanted me to be what I want to be, and not to chase my father's dream. After my mom died, my father became quite supportive to my idol career cause my mom's last wish was to let me be what I wanna be.

I lost the spark and hope of being a K-pop idol. Because tbh i Don't know , no one ever gave me the strength or motivation or whatever not even my father ...he just said yes. Ik he still meant no. Until I met someone at the flower shop when I was buying flowers for my friend's funeral. They say you meet the right person for you at unexpected places or situations. I think I found mine.

Yesterday I confessed to her. To be honest I don't even know how I did it. The time and environment just felt right. And I blurted out all the things. I think she thought I was weird. (?). Idk honestly. I've seen her being nervous around me even when I wasn't an idol. Maybe she likes me? Even a little bit? Oh god please I hope she likes me and she doesn't think I'm weird or something. I'm now too scared to even talk to her.

She said she doesn't know much about me which is true because I don't open up easily. Well I do open up easily but it has to be a right environment yk. A right situation. That's why I confessed at that time. And me? As I told you my childhood just went like that. But the thing is I still love my parents. When I told my father that I'm actually going to debut. He supported me ofc. He changed a lot after my mom died . And my mother? I sometimes look at the sky and think that she's looking at me so I have to be happy. She was always there for me. I'm a fellow ENFP. I get along with people easily but I'm also shy. I really don't know why people call me flirty. I don't even try dude. Anyway anyway, I hope everything will go great . I hope she will text me even after that . I'm gonna wait 1 week. If she doesn't text I am going to do it.

Thanks y'all for listening to my intro or whatever. Adiós.