Canada (Shawn Mendes)

Chapter 27.

*Johana's P.O.V.*

Shawn.

I know I should be mad at him for what he said but at the moment I couldn't careless about that. I was do glad he was here.

"DROP THE GUN AND NOBODY GETS HURT!!" One police officer yelled. Another click.

Then there was a gun shot. I fell out of my fathers arms.

I opened my eyes and saw my dad was on the ground, a puddle of blood around his head.

Some people came and helped him on a gurney. I got up and a blanket was wrapped around me. My mother came running up to me and hugged me.

I hugged her back. I looked back to see that Shawn wasn't there anymore. Did he leave? I sighed and looked down. I just didn't want to deal with anymore stuff today. I just want to go home. An officer had soon come up to me and asked some questions.

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I am currently in the hospital and they said they wanted me to stay over night because of the things that happened. It's amazing how some people can come off as something they aren't.

Then he walked in. The guy I have loved for so long and still do. I am extremely hurt by what he said so I turn on my side and I hear him sigh.

I will not cry. I will not cry.

Then a tear fell then more and more.

"Johana..." There it is. His sexy voice that I have fallen in love with. He sounds like he's been crying. He sat down in front of me so I looked away being the stubborn person I am. "I made a huge mistake. I--"

"Used me for sex, yeah I get it Shawn you already told me."

"No, I blurted it out. I don't know why I said that. I'm such a dick. I kept getting jealous over the fact that you were moving on and I wasn't. Johana I'm sorry I know you don't want to be with me now. But you have to understand that I can't live without you. Your my everything. I miss being able to hold you in my arms, to touch you, to kiss you, to wipe your tears away when your upset while watching some cliché romance movie.... to be able to know that I was one of the main reasons you smiled everyday. What I said was wrong. I wasn't using you. I felt completely... Surprised that you had said yes to me, about that. I just,"

"Why do you wanna even try with a screw up like me? Do you see where I'm at? Do you know the events that had put me in here? Do you know how much you hurt me, because you were jealous?" The last question I had whispered.

"Because I love you. Yes I see where you're at but that can't change shit. I understand what had put you in here. And to the last question... well I honestly don't know how to answer that. I truly don't know how upset I made you. But I know how upset I was in myself. I destroyed things and broke picture frames, threw books, smashed a lamp even. Losing you is the hardest thing that has ever happened to me." A tear rolled down his cheek.

Before I could think about what I was doing I reached up and wiped his years away. I didn't know what else to do. I sat up and he rested his head on my chest while hugging my torso. I just hugged him. But I pulled away and looked at him closely.

Then I kissed him. I have no clue why I am doing but I know for a fact that I love it. When I pulled away, out of breath, I saw the smile grow on his face.

"I have missed being able to kiss your lips." He whispered.

I ignored that comment but did say something. "I love you, Shawn."

"I love you, Johana."

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I'm sorry I had to put them back together!

JAWN IS MY OTP

Johana+Shawn=Jawn a.k.a. Jamie's otp

Hahahaha baiiii
~Jamie xoxo