Canada (Shawn Mendes)

Chapter 35.

*Johana's P.O.V.*

At about 6:00 pm Shawn called me. I smiled and answered.

"Yes?" I giggled.

"I love your giggle, it's cute. I just landed." I could tell he was smiling.

"Good, you're safe." I replied.

"Why wouldn't I be?"

"I don't know I just hate planes." I laughed. Our conversation went on until I had to go.

"See ya Johana," He said.

"See ya Shawn," I smiled. I hung up and sighed. It's now 8:30 and tears started rolling down my cheeks as Shawn texted me.

*Everything will turn out okay in the end. Goodnight beautiful xx*

My mom came up in the room and I looked up.

"I'm sorry, honey." I shook my head and smiled at her. I stood up and gave her a hug. Even though I was mad at her, she's my mom and I love her a lot. So I just squeezed her a bit harder. She means a lot to me and I know she was just looking out for me. 

"I miss him." She nodded and played with my hair.

"I know, I know." I cried harder. "You need to stay strong. You will see him again." I nodded.

The next day Abby and I hung out. I may have been upset a bit but I tried to hide it as best as possible. Shawn was my first kiss. I didn't think all this would happen. I shook my head looking down. Abby started texting someone on her phone but I didn't pay too much attention.

My phone beeped...

*I want you to take this and hold it until we see each other again..* he texted.

At the airport I couldn't help but know that he couldn't stay but I wish I could have held him closer more and I just wish I didn't push him away. He is such a good person and he liked me. I didn't take that to my advantage and I kept running away. If I wasn't such a coward then I could have been wrapped up in Shawn's arms a few days ago and been laughing with him for some weird reason. But no, I decided I wasn't ready and ran.

*We have a lot to talk about, I know.* he sent another one. My eyebrows furrowed in confusion. What is he doing?

*What are you doing Shawn?* I smiled down at my phone.

*We are always under the same stars. Just in a different point of view. Look at them for me?* he sent another.

I walked outside and looked up at the stars. They were so gorgeous. I sat down and continued to look at them.

*I promise I will see you again. Everything is crazy right now but we will pull through.*

Tears rolled down my face. "I know. I know Shawn."

"Johana? You okay?" Abby came out and sat down next to me. I laid down on the grass and kept looking up.

"They never change. They are one of the many things that will never change in this world. Yes they look different when in different spots but they aren't. Those are just different point of views." I whispered. Abby looked up and I could tell she was instantly amazed. She laid down with me and continued looking at the stars. They just gaze down at you and we like to gaze back just because they are so beautiful. The many lights in the sky light up the night, obviously with the help of the moon. The stars and moon may look different in different places but they really aren't. 

They never change.

"I haven't looked at the stars like that. They are beautiful." Then she looked at me. "Wait... is this about Shawn?"