Then, I survived •| SHORT TRUE STORY

A YEAR AFTER

"Come to my house, mommy isn't home yet", he texted

"Sorry babe but I can't my parents wouldn't agree if I went there, they would think so badly if I go there without your mommy", I replied

"Just come, please", he kept saying that or else he would break up with me if I won't come

"Sorry but I can't",

"If you don't then I will find other girls out there!", He replied

He was so mad at me, even blocked my phone number. I can't call him. I always thought and at the same time be so scared if he will find somebody else.

[ The next day ]

"Babe?", I tried texting him, he even blocked me on facebook that's why I cannot chat with him or call him on messenger

My mind isn't at peace as well as my heart. I started to cry secretly at the bathroom so no one could see and heard me. I was scared if he was going to leave me, I already gave my all to him.

Until he texted me.........

"So you won't come?", He texted

"I will find a way", I replied, I was thinking what would I try to say to my mom

I started to lie my parents, my sister's and everybody else just to see him, just to follow him.

"That's good then, just tell your mom that my mom will need help, she's  cleaning her room", he texted

"Oh okay, but it's already dark outside", I replied, "I was so scared".

"Just come! No excuse!", he replied ,he seemed so angry

"Okay babe", I replied

I made up stories to my mom so she will agree. And yes she agreed but I didn't tell her about our plan. I was scared and so cold, I don't lie but now I'm lying just because of his desire.

When I was outside their house, he's really with his mom. But he told his mommy that I'm going to help him clean his room, so his mom agreed as well.

"Just feel at home Ronna okay?", his mom said

"Okay I will", I smiled. I was shy looking at her mom

Her mom is going to her bedroom

Unluckily, the electricity went off, all was dark. He planned to have s*x with me in their dining area, and her mommy's already in bed relaxing.

"Come, come, mommy's at her bedroom, just be quiet", he said while smiling

I come near him, and he started to kiss me. We kissed. He tried to touch my body. He wanted me to come close on his legs while he's sitting , and I'm at the top position. I don't know how, I don't know what I would do.

"I'll just sit, you'll work for me babe okay?", He smiled

"I don't know how babe,  this is my first time", I am scared

I did try my very best so he will be feelin' better while having s*x. I don't know what's on his mind thinking, he got mad at me. I'm about to cry.

"You even don't know how? Fu*k!", he said with his face so mad

"Babe you know, you are my first, just expect that I don't even know how to kiss as what you said to me before", I'm worried if he will gonna break up with me

"Fu*k off! Go home! Don't ever come again!", He pushed me outside the door

"Hey look it's so dark outside, it's raining too I have no umbrella", I said while pleasing him

"Go home! Don't ever see me again! Goodbye!",

I wanna cry, walking down the quiet- dark street, it's already 9pm.

"Oh God what did I do? It's not me, it's not me anymore. God please help me. Try to wake me up. I am scared God", I said to myself while I was walking alone

Thankfully there's a cab and I'm riding home safely.

My mind: "Thank you so much God, I'll be home safely. It's so dark, I cannot stand it. Thank you God"

[ At home ]

"Ronna aren't you hungry?", Said my mom

"I really am, mom. I'm going to have my dinner now, how 'bout you mom?", I asked my mom

"I'm done, the dinner's so good, take a bite, it's a marinated fish made with love", my mom smiled at me

"That sounds delicious mom, you really know how to cook. I like to eat now", I just smiled like nothing happened

"You know how to cook too, you're just like me", mom smiled

While I tasted mom's menu,"so yummy mom! I need more rice when I finish this!", I laughed

"There are still at the rice cooker, get more so you'll be chubby", mom smiled

"I want that mom, I need more fats in my body, I think I lose a little. No more diet", I laughed at mom

A few hours later

"Babe?", I texted Romeo

I got no reply, I called his phone number but he blocked me. "I don't understand why he got mad at me? He said he loves me, but why? Maybe all he just need is a girl who love s*x, a wild one. But I'm too far from that. I just waited till he texted back, until he will calm down. Maybe he was just mad at me that's why"; just my thought

I just fell asleep in this lonely night.

To be continue👉🏻