Then, I survived •| SHORT TRUE STORY

LIVING IN NIGHTMARE

  The next morning when I woke up, thankfully there was no more blood running outside my private part. It's already dry. I quickly went to the bathroom outside our room.

  "Lord thank you, there's no more blood. I hope my baby is safe, I hope my baby will be alright and happy inside my tummy", I asked God for a miracle and everything came to normal and stress- free. Prayer just made me strong.

  We have no more money to buy some food, I expected that my boyfriend will get some work this month, so I decided to chat with my friend's girlfriend and she's letting me borrow five thousand. I sent mom the half amount and the other half for us.

  Till the due date in our rented room was near. My partner and I haven't seen any work. He always depends on me. I asked my sister for money anytime we ran out of food.

   Romeo even thought that Andy was giving us money before for my mom ,so he told me to chat with Andy and borrow some money.

  "No, no ,no, I already have you and we have a baby. Please let me live a normal life even how simply we live ,it's fine. Just try to borrow to your relatives or friends, maybe you can ask them", I told him in a good way

"Do you still have his number?", He asked for Andy's number

"Don't try to break his family, you already know that he has a family. And now you're going to break them just because of the money? His wife will be jealous again. Then try to work yourself. We already have a baby, our baby has needs too.", I said in a calm voice

"Fuc* you Ronna! Please for our own sake, the owner will take us out here if we cannot pay the bills and the room we rented", he got mad at me

So I tried to chat with Andy on his phone number saved in my Wattsapp. I was so ashamed asking him for money. I didn't even tell him that I am pregnant that time.

Thankfully he replied but he asked for sexy photos of me. Romeo knows about it. He even told me to send some so we'll have some money. He's such an assh*le.

"Romeo please don't use me for this, stop begging for money and work hard. I'm pregnant Romeo, you should work, you should find work for us, you should be a responsible partner", I said in a calm voice so he wouldn't get mad at me.

"Fuc*, what are we going to do now huh? That is your fault! That is your fault Ronna", Romeo got mad at me

"This isn't my fault, we planned this! We should love our baby without any regret", I cried a lot, I regretted choosing him.

"Then what should we do now? We can't ask that big to anybody.All you have to do this time is to take some photos and send it to him , that's all, so we still have a room to live in this City or we will stay at the street, you like that? ", he said while his face still getting mad at me

So all I have to do that time is to follow what my boyfriend wants me to do just for us to have a room to live. He seems not a normal guy for me. He doesn't have a heart. He seems to be using me for money and using me to have a house to live in.

And yes I did something bad to myself. I sent photos to Andy. And yes, he sent money right away. I felt so guilty, why should I do that? Why should I disrespect my own dignity? Yes money could help us to live but it should not be my responsibility, I'm pregnant and I deserve to live peacefully not a nightmare.

We paid the bills and the rent and moved away, finding another house to live at, all costs were expensive for us. Till one of my friend chatted me and asked where I live. He's letting us go to his apartment. We should pay half of the expenses and half for my friend Diego. He was one of my friends. We became friends on the online dating app before , but we were just friends no more than that. He knew that I already have a boyfriend too and I'm with him. He's such a good friend, he even helped us and managed to get us in the city because he lives kinda far from where we were and he has a car, it's so easy for him to get us in the City.

All Diego didn't know that I am pregnant. I'm five months pregnant. My tummy is just small, people didnt even recognize.

[ When we arrived at his Apartment ]

It was so nice with peaceful sorroundings, friendly neighbors, fresh air and so safe gated area.

"Feel yourselves at home guys ,just don't tell our neighbors here that you are lovers. Just tell them that we are cousins okay?", He told us to. The rules don't allow any lovers to join a friend's apartment.

"Okay Diego, thank you so much for letting us in", I said

"No problem with that, anyways I'll go now for work", Diego said and went away

"Okay take care", as Diego drive his car back to the city

I thought everything will be okay, my partner will gonna find a work, so everything will be fine specially the expenses that we needed. Not all costs are free.

"It's so nice in here", I tell Romeo

"Yes it is. I need a drink, can I have some?", He asked for a drink, again.

"We should save our money or we can't buy foods because of that useless thing. Please understand Romeo"

"I promise I will find a job this month", he said

As he always promised. I'm so sick of it.

[ A few hours later ]

Diego went home

"Guys will go to our neighbors'. It's their kids birthday. We will go at the KTV", Diego said

"Sure, sure", Romeo said

We went to a KTV, I even got jealous because one of our neighbors put her hand on Romeo's lap though Romeo is next to me. She could even put her hand on my lap if she wants to as she's next to me. But Romeo seems to be like it ,he didn't even pull her hand out to his lap. I went outside to get some fresh air and he follows me and have a talk about it. Romeo was sorry for me and I forgave him.

But life was so good to me, Romeo got jealous too because our neighbors friend asked for my phone number, I just put other number and not my own number. Romeo was so jealous. I told him that it wasn't my phone number ,so he calmed.
Our neighbor just didn't know that we were lovers.

To be continue👉🏻