Then, I survived •| SHORT TRUE STORY

AS DAYS GOES BY

It was Sunday and Diego texted me that he can't come home as he is travelling to her family's home in the other city.

"Hey Romeo please help me with this", I am washing lots of our used clothes

"Just later, I'll go outside, my friend is there", he said and went outside

He always said later, later and later. So I decided to wash clothes and finished it. No more laundry at home.

I washed it and put it in the big bucket to hang out clothes outside. I told him to help me out of the bucket so I will just hang our clothes.

He said: "Just later, I'm still talking to my friend here", with his eyes got mad looking at me, he just look straightly at me so his friend would never notice.

So what I did was, I was the one who lifted the bucket. He saw me and got mad looking at those eyes ,getting angry with me without Jim noticing it.

When I went back outside he lift the other bucket. He's kinda good this time because his friend was there.

Right after I hanged those clothes he asked for money, he likes to drink beer, invited his friend. I told him to save the money. He even said that I should chat Andy or James. James was my friend on dating app that helped my mom also.

Without my notice, he got some of the money inside my bag, and left few monies on it. I'm so tired of being abused by. I'm so tired of keeping all the madness by myself.

He told me to chat Andy, I didn't do it. I don't need any money from other people. He used to get mad at me when I didn't follow him, even punched me anywhere in my body. I am used to it. It causes a lot of pain.

Till my mom told me that she will come and stay in this city. She didn't know everything Romeo did to me. I excitedly go with her, to be with her on her Chemotherapy, she needs me most. I love my mom, I'm doing all just for her, just to give her the best that I can. She didn't know that I'm pregnant that time. So I stayed for 3 days at my mom's friend's home in the city. 

Later that day, I texted/call/chatted my boyfriend, I noticed that he didn't reply right away or manage to talk with me on the phone, I got mad until he picked up my call and heard our neighbor say to Romeo "Are you still drunk?", with laughs around him.

"So you were out last night? With neighbors?", I said

"No, I was just inside the apartment", with his drunk voice

"Don't lie", I got mad so I cut the call.

Till I came back to the apartment when my mom already went to our home in the other City. It seemed everything was changing. I meant he's really changing, a LOT.

He's always outside each night with his new friends, our neighbors. I can't go outside because it's cold and I'm pregnant. I told him to sleep because it's already 10 in the evening but he didn't listen. Tell I fell asleep and suddenly woke up, everything is so quiet and cold calm night. I don't know where Romeo is and it's very late at night. I saw no one outside. Until I found out he was just on the side of the plants, talking with the same sex but I noticed something it seemed that they got sweeter. While the light was off, they were sitting so close with lots of smiles on their lips. They're so close and got me so jealous so I called him. He even told me that he'll come inside later.

I cried not too loud but still our neighbor heard me. Till our neighbor asked him if I was crying inside, he went inside the apartment and told me to stop crying with his face so mad, he even said that I'm like a baby crying, and he was terrified. He even began to punch me right after he was with our neighbor/s each day.

The next day he even told me to borrow money from my friends, I know who are those he's talking with.

"It's okay for me if you call them, or if they will ask you sexy photos just for us to have foods and payment for the bills", he said without even thinking that I am pregnant.

I can't do anything just to follow him or he'll get mad at me and hurt me. I can't tell my family because I felt so ashamed asking them for help while my mom is in need too.

I asked my friend James, and he replied at me. He asked for video call and be hot Infront of him. I did it, even my boyfriend said that he will go outside so he couldn't see it.

Right after he sent me money with me, I sent the half amount to my mom and half for our needs. But Romeo get some money in my bag again just to buy drinks for him and his friend. He's nothing but an ass*ole.

I cried in the bathroom and touched my tummy and talked with my little one: "Don't worry baby, when I break up with your dad so soon I will give you a happy life, no more punch, no more stress and depressions just I wanna live and be free. I'll go to work when you are already outside and see the world. I love you so much! I will take good care of you okay?", While i looked in the mirror and see my new self. It wasn't the old self anymore.

I'm just too good, I'm just a soft- hearted woman. I should not be like this. I should be happy. But everything isn't and it's a mad world I'm entering when I'm with my boyfriend.

To be continue👉🏻