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😭Impurities🥰

This story includes:
SH
R@zors
This story is angst to fluff so enjoy

Sanemi's POV:

As I stepped onto the grass, the dirt path, and the wooden floor boards of my estate, pacing back and forth, when the hell would Giyuu be back. Giyuu always came back on time, well mostly, but this time, it's different. I sent my crow to where his mission is, and yet he hasn't responded or came back. Maybe I should speak Rengoku or Kocho, they would know where he was. But Rengoku is on that mission with the rock head kid and demon girl, and Kocho is busy with her next patients.

"God fucking dammit!" I hear some birds yell in the distance and flew away, probably because I scared them. Where in the actual hell was Giyuu.

3rd Person POV:

Giyuu cut off the demons head, with a struggle, how could he have encountered such a troublesome demon with out preparation. The demon yelled slurs and curses, trying to regenerate his head.

"YOU FUCKING BITCH, ILL KILL YOU-!" The head turned to ashes and drifted away through the breeze. Giyuu looked at his wrist, his self harm wounds had reopened from the fight. How idiotic of him to let a demon land a few hits in him, and reopen wounds that reminded him of his failures and past. He clenched his fists and walked over to the nearest first aid station that Giyuu could find for his wrists.

Giyuu winced a bit as he cleaned and bandaged the wounds up, slightly cursing under his breath as he wrapped the bandages tightly. "Thank you sir for letting me use the medical supplies." Giyuu bowed and waited for the man's reply.

"Why, it's alright, you saved me and my wife from a demon! Have a nice night sir." Giyuu lifted his upper body up and disappeared in a flash in front the man's eyes.

Meanwhile with Sanemi, he had been sitting on his bed, awaiting for Giyuu's arrival, who was very late. As Sanemi was about to fall asleep, he heard knocking at his door, who could it be? Giyuu? Obanai? Shinobu? He got up and walked to his door, opening it rather harshly.

"Fucking finally you arrived, why did it take so long?" Sanemi wiped away some dust that had gathered on Giyuu's cheek.

"It was just a troublesome demon that I encountered.." Giyuu's voice was small, but loud enough to hear. "Cmon in Yuu, I was just about to go to sleep." He nodded and stepped in, removing his sandals at the door.

Giyuu walked into a closet with intent to find a spare yukata. He found a nice light red one and walked into the restroom to change as Sanemi awaited for him on the western styled bed.

As Giyuu took his Haori and uniform off, he looked at the bandages once more, grimacing at he choices. It reminded him of how he could never be a real hashira, a happy person, or a useful asset. Every time he tried to resist, it lingered in his mind like a fly that just won't leave. Giyuu reached out his hand and rummaged through the drawers, looking for any sharp object.

"Hey Yuu, are you almost done in there?" Giyuu ignored Sanemi's question and picked up a r@zor.

"Yuu, are you okay in there?" Sanemi's voice was droning out as he heard Sabitos and Tsutako's, They were laughing, at him, encouraging this act. Giyuu positioned the r@zor right at his left hand, which laid empty with no scars caused by himself. Giyuu drifted the r@zor across his left wrist, keeping a poker face as he did so.

"Giyuu! Open the door right now, or I'm coming in!" Warned Sanemi.

Giyuu stood there, still cutting his arm with out a care in the world. Sanemi opened the door, staring in shook as Giyuu still cut his arm, not noticing Sanemi stand right there.

"What the hell Giyuu!" Sanemi grabbed Giyuu's hand and took the r@zor out of hand, throwing into the trash. "What the fuck were you doing!?" Giyuu snapped out of his trance and stared at Sanemi, not knowing what to say.

"I-I, didn't-..."

"DIDN'T WHAT? WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS?!" Giyuu's breathing started to become heavy, as tears began to fall from his eyes.

"Fuck- Giyuu, it's ok." Sanemi let go of Giyuu's hand and pulled him closer, comforting Giyuu as he started to rub circles on his back. "I-I'm so sorry Sanemi, I didn't mean to! Please, forgive me! I'll n-never do that again, just forgive me.." Giyuu's voice weakened as the lump in his throat started to hurt from him excessive crying. Sanemi sighed, gently pulling Giyuu away to wipe away the tears. "I'm here for you, got it?" Giyuu nodded for his answer, unable to speak. "Good now let's get you bandaged up."
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"Do you you feel better now?" Sanemi asked. "Y-yeah, I think so..." Giyuu said, his voice still quiet. "Hey, Yuu." Giyuu perked his head up and hummed. "Don't ever do that again, okay? I cant ever fucking lose you. Please.." Giyuu looked at Sanemi with sorrow in his eyes, and he quivered his bottom lip and hugged Sanemi.

"Yes, I promise never to do it again." Sanemi smiled and kissed Giyuu's forehead, making him lightly blush. They both got up and walked out the bathroom holding hands.

"Hey Sanemi," He turned his head and stared at Giyuu in confusion. "Thank you.." Sanemi smiled at Giyuu, ruffling his hair. "Cmon, we still need to sleep for tomorrow's meeting." They both sat themselves down Sanemi's bed and got under the covers. Sanemi scooted closer to Giyuu and placed his head on the crook of his neck, breathing in the salty ocean scent that his hair gave off.

Sometimes, people look at themselves and wonder... "I'm not perfect." But I like like to call that "impurities"
People aren't imperfect, that just have Impurities that make them perfect
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1008 Words

Not bad for my first confirmed story😍

Btw guys, your bodies are wonderful and amazing and so different. Some of y'all think: "My forehead is too big!" Or "Im gaining to much weight." But everyone's bodies are beautiful, no matter what deformity or special things it has. No one should ever resort to harming themselves because you think that your a waste of space

I've contemplated about SH, but realized that I have people who actually care about me. I've never experienced someone SH themselves but I have experienced a member of my family committing, and it hurt badly. You should never ever do that, no matter how many people care about you. It affects everyone like a virus some how, either in a good or bad way.

So make sure that you take of yourself and never EVER do this.

I love you pookies❤️