"get her out of here! I'm not playing" I yelled as I ran downstairs to the kitchen "D don't do nothing stupid"
"That bitch wanna say I'm crazy? Y'all know it ain't never a problem to show the real crazy!" I grabbed a knife from the kitchen heading towards the front door
"Dorinda stop!" Rashun grabbed my arm trying to get the knife "No, the bitch wanna keep popping up!so I got something for that ass"
"Dorinda let me handle it please, I'll tell mama to get her out of here" Karen begged
"no you won't because I am your mother, y'all do not tell me what to do" Mama walked in holding her purse
"mama what are you talking about? Jacky & Dorinda really cannot be around each other right now" Karen shook her head
"I don't care! y'all always fighting about something, what you mad about now Dorinda? you can't fight everybody in sight" Mama yelled
Dorinda & Karen shook their heads "you never gone change" I mumbled
"what was that Dorinda? you bet not be talking back to me! you can be grown all you want, but I done had enough! you been selling your body knowing that is not what god want you to do, you been fighting your sister everytime you see her. when is it gone stop Dorinda? and I'll be damn if you put your hands on me!" Mama continued
"mama she just got raped! why do you keep doing this? what is it gone take for you to be on Dorindas side! she needs us" Karen's voice got louder
I stood there gripping the knife in my hand holding my tears back "Karen don't.. I'm tired" I mumble
"Dorinda no... Karen please I'm so tired" I cut her off, we stood there in silence before I spoke
"I am tired of trying to prove to her that it is not my fault, its the blame Dorinda game all the time. So mama if you wanna continue to blame me I'll separate myself from you" I chuckled
"Mama.. what is going on" Jacky walked in with Rashun behind her trying to pull her out the house.
"get the fuck out!" I snapped, I threw the knife down making Mama & Jacky run out the house "don't ever come back to my shit! or I'll kill that bitch!" I yelled
Rashun grabbed me throwing me on the couch "Dorinda calm down! it's okay, shes gone"
I felt tears pushing as Rashun held onto my arms longer "please let me go, please"
"you calm?" he whispered in my ear, I nodded hoping he would let me go
He nodded as he slowly let me go, I grabbed my purse and went to my car.
I got in the car and instantly drove away, I needed some peace of mind and being around my mother was gonna get me it.
I continued to drive & drive, not knowing exactly where I was going. but somewhere I needed to be
After almost forty minutes of driving, I arrived to the cemetery looking for my fathers grave.
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