Dark Desires

🌼Chapter 10🌼

   Danielle and I had not said a single word after the whole fiasco of yesterday.

We were like strangers living in the same house.

I wanted to talk with her, but she kept on ignoring me and it really really stung.

Today was Thursday and I was still writing the dreaded quiz, I was having double mind about a lot of answers. I don't know if I hadn't studied enough or everything that has been happening so far had got me so hooked and it's making me lose focus slowly.

I couldn't stop staring at Dele ever since Danielle told me he was crushing on me, Dele is very cute, like babyish kinda cute, he had this perfectly shaped doe eyes, his nose was abit big but it didn't matter because it suited his face perfectly.

He looked at me, our eyes met , his brows furrowed before he gave me a boyish grin showcasing the faint dimple on his left cheek. I looked away blushing. I stared at my question paper and his face kept playing in my head.

Oh I'm screwed.

Everything was just suffocating me and I felt like I could have a panic attack then and there. I found myself missing my Moms comforting hugs and delicious food.

I was getting home sick.

I saw a tear drop on my question paper, I quickly wiped it away.

Was I crying? Damn. I didn't even realize.

I was still  at number 24 out of 30 questions when the lecturer began collecting the papers. I sighed, I didn't even know what to write anyway, so I just handed him my half filled paper.

I quickly walked out of the class before Dele could come to me, was I avoiding him? Yes. Did I know the reason why I was avoiding him? No.  I just felt like I needed time for myself after everything that had been happening, with the whole Danielle episode and his feelings for me. Which I was still very much skeptical about.

Tomorrow is Saturday.

The freshers party was tomorrow.

I thought hard, was I really sure I wanted to go anymore? Maybe I should just stay home and watch Netflix or something.

Well. Just because Danielle and I were not in talking terms doesn't mean I won't go out and enjoy myself, unlike her I wouldn't just go around making out with random guys inside the bushes. Maybe this would take my mind off of everything that's been happening.

I wish,I kind of hoped Dele would change his mind and we'd end up going together at least I won't feel so lonely. I was lonely anyway. Without Dele I was pretty much on my own.

High school repeating itself again.

"Ella! Wow, what a pleasant surprise." I heard a guy call out from behind me, I turned around and saw a guy, he looked familiar. I narrowed my eyes at him.

"Remember me? It's Sebastian. The guy that invited you to the freshers party the other day." He smirked and My mouth formed an  'O' shape as I remembered him as the rough looking guy from the shop and his dada haired friend.

Unwanted company.

But I didn't say that out loud, obviously. That would be rude so I forced a fake smile at him.

" Hi." I muttered

He began talking, " I saw you walking alone and I was wondering where you left your little boyfriend at." He mocked and I resisted the urge of hissing loudly and walking out on him.

Did he just call Dele Little?

I shrugged. " He's busy."

The guy nodded, staring at me. "Well, lucky me, I've been needing to speak with you Anyway." He continued