Him OR Him

Out of my mind.

HENRY'S  POV

  I walk out of her bedroom door confused, angry,  sad.Makijg sure to slam her door.  I messed up so badly  . I just wanted some fun and I thought  Riley wanted the same. 

Guess I was so wrong .  Fucking wrong and fucking stupid . Who would love me within a week?

Why can't I be like Cade, charming and always gets the girls . While I watch from the sidelines,  I really thought Riley would change that but I -

"Henry! Henry!" I turn to see  Noah calling me. Noah was one of my closest friends . And who introduced me to most girls I know. Or I used to know because  of my assehole  twin.

"Hey, what's going on?"I ask,trying so hard  to hide my disappointment. 

"Bro, tomorrow  I'd like to introduce  you to a very hot blondie. I know you'd like her.

What do I do, I messed  up with  Riley and this is the right thing to do, I don't  give a shit about her.  I hope.

"After  classes , at the reception. She does medicine and is very talkative. "  why the heck did he mention reception my mind just shot right back to Riley .

"OK, goodnight. " I say and walk right to my room. I have my own room/apartment cause my dad is a billionaire . Duh.

I sit to think and really ponder over this matter. I liked Riley the few days I knew her. She's funny and gets me. I invited her to a party and we- , I guess , I had the time of my life . And for once Cade wasn't around to take her mind off me.

We danced . I saw her beautiful smile when she was with me. I got to know alot about her and she was very interested  in my, well my family's life.

Maybe she's interested  with the money but if she was she would have had sex with me and maybe agreed to be my girlfriend . But she didn't cause she isn't that way.

We were drunk and I couldn't resist myself and she wanted me to kiss her and so I did. It was the best , gosh it was just magical. I get we were high but  I still enjoyed it .

I miss the feel of her fingers on my hair or neck. Fuck.

As if fate knew we, well,  I liked her  the elevator  got jammed and she stopped me from using the phone . We made out again and it was better than the first time.

What I don't get is why we would do all that and when I was ready and she was ready too , she stopped me. She fucking stopped me.

This was too much for me. What would Riley think if she saw me with another girl just after we had made out. Who cares,  she did tell me to leave.

But I'm  still into her , am so confused.

I should probably  sleep and wait for all the alcohol to end in my body.  Otherwise I'll end up mad like out of my mind .

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What do you think Henry  should do?

Are you sorry for him ?