Him OR Him

Stop and leave.

"Come on," I say, as I pull him towards my bedroom. He's reluctant  probably  cause  I stopped him when he was ready. But after a while of dragging him he started coming right towards me.

His green daring eyes back.

Like a lion watching his prey. Slow but sure . He reaches up to me and carries me right to my bed. Bridal style.

HENRY'S  POV
"You are going to regret this ,Riley " I say  with a smirk.  She lays on the bed her curves in showing in the light ,  her face is full of delight.  I've never  had sex with someone so quickly . Probably  ,it's the alcohol. Or is it love!?  I don't know and don't care

Was I really gonna fuck her , oh hell I was. She was hot and just what I needed.  She was high and I didn't want it to look like I forced her or anything. But she dragged me here kinda. 

But God her body was tempting . She calls my name dragging every syllable  like she's moaning yet we haven't even started . Ha!  I love this ,  it was sexy.

"Call me louder , maybe I'll hear you"

"H-EEE-NN-RRR-YYY, "She says lazily

Damn , this  girl.

RILEY'S POV
Why is he just standing there . The way he carried me so passionately.  I call him and I hear the sarcasm in his voice when he tells me to repeat his name .

I still do cause I so want to feel his body on me so bad . Seems like I'll have to step up,  I stand and throw him on my bed and I hear a low laugh .

I grab his shirt and yank it off . I was aggressive and sexy  cause I wanted him. His fine abs showing  , gosh. He pulls me in and gives me his passionate  kisses , he kisses my neck and makes me feel great-

This is wrong, no I don't know him yet . What am i even thinking  . This is wrong . No but it can be right but maybe we are ready but we aren't,  we just fucking  met . No . His kisses are so passionate , he's hot he has beautiful eyes and hair .

He's funny but I still don't know him he's......  I don't know anymore what is wrong with me . I can't have sex with a stranger but he's not a stranger is he ? Ugggggh  . Maybe .....No!......

"Henry stop, please ,leave now please, " I say calmly  . His eyes are a mix of confusion  and regret.

What have I done , God . He just stands there for a minute then walks out  his  shirt on.

The door slams shut hard and it's as if I can feel his anger and regret and maybe hate.  But .....but I did the right thing right? No ....no this can't be happening  am so dumb .

I curl myself up in my bed and cry. And cry some more. Am so stupid , I shouldn't have given him space. He probably  hates me .

I got wasted so much . I was thinking  of his body ,his eyes,his abs  his hair. Fuck .Am so stupid, stupid.  Ugggghhh.  I cry again and again. What have I done , I feel so lonely

I cry myself to sleep. Trying to get even a wink of sleep.  That was one very terrible night. I just lay in bed thinking , thinking how much fun I would be having right now but with a stranger. Uuuugggggg. 

I hate everyone , everyone.  Shit him or shut myself . Fuuuuuckkkkkkk. 

Shit that sounded as if I was actually.  getting fucked . Noooooooo.  Fuck! Shit!

Twinkle twinkle ......no ain't working . Am I going crazy . No I can't just trying to get some dumb sleep

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