Her Lost Soul 2

Chapter 18

Right, I can't wait any longer. I'm bursting for a piss. I carefully sit her up and climb out. I lower her back down and she groans.
I stroke her cheek but she doesn't wake thank god. I run to the bathroom and I can hear Tyler laughing. Fucker.
I go for a piss and wash my hands. When I come out Tyler is waiting for me. I raise my eyebrow. "We're going to the pub now."
"Maybe I should stay, incase she needs me." She could, it's totally plausible. What about Miley as well, Riley isn't actually in a fit state to look after her.
"Abbie has them both covered, son. You need a break." I roll my eyes and grumble that they've already covered my excuses.
I walk into the living room. "You'll call if they need me right?" Abigail smiles but nods.
"I'm sure she will cope for an hour or two without you. Go have fun, Honey."
"I'll be back in a little while, Smiley." She frowns and me and then at Riley. She climbs off of Riley and runs to me. She holds her arms out and I lift her into my arms.
"I want to come. Mommy's poorly and she's sleeping."
"You can't come, Smiley. Kids aren't allowed in a pub." She screams and I carry her into the dining room. I don't want her waking Riley. She cries loudly and I sigh.
She starts to hit my chest and I growl. Fucking hell. "I'm a big girl! Mommy said so. You just don't want me to come."
She screams at the top of her lungs. "Kid! Stop fucking screaming. My ears are going to explode!" Tyler shouts.
"You said a bad word again." Abigail comes into the dining room and she's got her momma bear face on again.
"Miley Archer. I told you this morning. Flynn is going out and will be back later. Enough!" Miley stops screaming but she's still crying.
Abigail takes her from me and Miley clings to her neck. "He's leaving me, Nana."
"Yes, for a little while. Not forever." Miley sniffs as she stops crying.
She looks at me with red puffy eyes. "Don't leave me like you did last time."
I kiss her forehead. "Never, I'll be back soon." She nods and buries her face in Abigail's neck again. I don't want to leave her. They are the ones forcing me to go.
"Maybe I should—" Abigail cuts me off as she holds her hand out, well her prosthetic hand.
"No, you need a break. She can't always get her own way. She will be fine, Flynn." I nod and head out into the hallway and slide on my shoes.
Tyler rubs his ears. "That kid has a scream of the devil. I think my ears are bleeding." I roll my eyes and walk out the door that Hayden is holding open.
     Looks like it's just Tyler, Hayden and I going to the pub. We head out the driveway and start walking down the hill.
     It takes us around ten minutes to walk to the pub. It's relatively busy considering it's Christmas Day. I'm surprised it's open if I'm honest.
     There's mostly men in the pub, I wonder why that is? Getting away from their partners? I wouldn't have left mine if I had the choice.
      "What you having?" Hayden asks us when we reach the bar.
      "Beer is fine, thanks." I don't want to get too drunk tonight. Tyler asks for gin. I don't know why he likes the stuff, it's gross.
      I spy an empty table and make a beeline for it. I put my hand on it just as someone sits down. "I claimed it," I mutter as I look at the person.
     "Flynn?" the girl says. She looks me up and down. She looks vaguely familiar but I don't remember her name. I decide to sit anyway.
      "Yeah, do I know you?" Red hair seems a huge give away.
      "Yeah, Evie. We met on Riley's birthday." Oh yeah, right. The person who slept with James. I mean, why?
      "Oh yeah," I mutter. I get my phone out and check for any messages but there aren't any.
    "Is Riley okay? I mean, I saw her a couple of days ago. She looked awful. Is James really alive?" I roll my eyes. She's looking for gossip.
     "No she's not okay. That psycho hurt my girl. Held her at gun point at the fair yesterday." She gasps and touches my arm. I glare at her hand. Don't touch me.
     "Your girl? Gunpoint? That's not the James I remember. He's was always sweet to me." Maybe Riley was right, she's delusional.
     "Yeah, she's mine. I hope he died in hospital but I doubt I'm that lucky." Tyler and Hayden sit down at the table. Hayden pushes me my beer and I pick it up and take a swig.
     "Sorry mush, he's still alive. He has concussion but other than that he's fine." Evie removes her hand from my arm and I'm glad.
      "I still don't understand it. He was always gentle with me." I roll my eyes, she's an idiot.
     "Yeah well, that's not what he's truly like. What is wrong with you? Do you love him or what?" I snap. He hurt my girl in more ways than one and she's defending him.
     "Son, go easy, yeah?" I glare at him but he just shrugs.
     "I guess I did. She wasn't even at his funeral. I was there, where was she, getting drunk? He just wouldn't leave her, no matter what I did. He said he loved me too. She didn't deserve him."
     "She was hurting. He broke her. Wore her down until there was just fragments of pieces of her left. He isolated her, told her what eat, abused her, raped her and you have the audacity to say that she didn't care?
    "My girl has the biggest heart I know. Even after everything he did to her she still loved him, which is why she drunk to forget. Numbed herself and pushed her family away to punish herself.
    "She had no friends. Nothing, she thought she deserved to be alone and you say she didn't care? Deserved to be abused?"
     "Bro!" Tyler grits out. I look at him and then back at Evie and she's gone pale. She abandons her drink and hastily leaves the pub. Good. "Was that necessary?"
     "I don't understand it. Why could anyone love someone like him?" It's absolutely ludicrous.
      "He was a likeable guy once," he shrugs.
      "I don't think I'd like him," I mutter. "Even if I didn't know what he did."
      "You don't like any guy that's been with my sister." True. I take another gulp of my drink.
      "I don't like any guy that is close to her. Not even her work friend." Hayden laughs and I glare at him.
      "Bro, he's gay, he's not interested in my sister. You're being irrational." No I'm not, he's still a guy.
      "Don't care." Tyler shakes his head.
      We stay at the pub for a couple of hours and we head home. I'm eager to get back to my girl. I'm not drunk but I probably will be if I have any more.
     I kick my shoes off at the door and walk into the living room and expect my girls on the couch but they're not. Abigail looks at me and she has red eyes. Has she been crying? "Oh, you're back. Did you have fun?"
     "Did she make you cry, Mom?" She smiles at me. I think she loves that I call her that.
      "She's like a pussy cat when you're around and I ferocious lion when you aren't." I hate that my girl can hurt the people around her. Especially Abigail, all she does is love you.
      "What did she do?" I'm going to have to let her know she hurt her mom so she's more careful. I know she doesn't mean it but she can't make Abigail cry.
     "She just doesn't let me look after her anymore. When she woke she was in pain." I check the time and curse to myself. She's due another dose. "She went to bed so I took her some hot milk.
    "She's in her room crying." She's crying? Fuck. "She thinks you're going to bring someone home so she's in her room so yours is free." I growl, no way in hell. "I tried to tell her you wouldn't. She admitted she was in a lot of pain but wouldn't take any meds."
    Why am I not surprised. "She started saying that she might not be around. Started saying anything could happen to her. She made me promise that if something does happen to her that I'd take care of Miley.
    "That I wouldn't let her go into care again." I'm absolutely livid. Why would she say that? Nothing is going to happen to her, I won't allow it. "She let me hold her whilst she cried. I think she's asleep now."
     Somehow I don't think that's true. "I just don't like to think of the what ifs. What if James did kill her? What if she has a heart attack."
     "Mom, she's fine. I won't let anything happen to her. I promise." She nods and I hug her. She returns the hug. "I'm going to kick her ass now, Mom."
    She laughs and I pull away. Tyler walks in as I head out. "I'm going to go kick your sister's ass, bro."
     He laughs, "I'll start arranging your funeral then, mate. It was nice knowing you." He pats my shoulder and I laugh.
     He's an idiot but I love him. I grab her meds from the kitchen, shoving it in my back pocket. I jog up the stairs. I walk into her dark room. The hallway light illuminates her room. My eyes land on the bed but it's just Miley in the bed.
     My eyes search for her and my eye fix on her on the floor. She's crying silently as she leans against the wall on the floor. The dog has his head on her lap.
     The sight of her has settled some of my rage. I bring her into my arms and lift her off the floor. She calls out in pain. I hate seeing her in pain. I should have been here to make her take her meds.
     I make sure that she didn't wake Miley and then I carry her out the room. I pull the door to and then walk to my room. I flick the light on and ease her down on my bed. I put her meds on the desk. "What the hell, Ri?!" I'm still mad.
"What?"
"I leave you for a couple of hours and your Mom tells me you've been a nightmare. How can I ever leave you if you do this?" I pace around the room to help with my rage.
"I am not your responsibility!"
"Yes, you are! Why can't you see that?"
"Because I'm not anything to you! I'm not your girlfriend, I'm not your wife or fiancée, I'm not anything!" Does she really need a title to what we are? Do I not show her how much she means to me?
"Fuck, Ri. We haven't got a name for what we are but you are everything to me. I tell you all the time so why would you think I would bring someone else back here? Are you insane?"
"Why wouldn't you bring someone back here?"
"Fuck, you're challenging today. Because I love you, and only you." I close the distance between us and kneel between her legs. "I love you, baby. I don't want anyone else." I place my hands on her knees as the damn dog is laying in her. I sigh when tears still continue to fall. "Why are you crying?"
"I don't know."
"You are frustrating." I grab her meds and put her dose on the spoon. She doesn't open her mouth. "Don't fucking start Riley. I'm still pissed that you spoke to your Mom about dying."
"I don't want to sleep anymore." No, sleeping is what I have in store for her.
"For what I have planned sleep isn't involved but it's not happening if you're in pain." I raise my eyebrow. "Are you game Riley Blake?"
"But I want to be able to feel it." When have I ever not made her feel? Even when I was drunk as a skunk I still made her come. Even if she says it was barely satisfactory.
"Oh trust me, you'll feel it." She processes my words and then opens her mouth. I slide the spoon in her mouth and her lips close around the spoon. I withdraw the spoon and place it on the desk. I kiss her lips and then glare at the dog.
     "I think Tyler did this on purpose." She giggles but gasps. "Enough of that. Move the dog." She pushes the dog off her as I head to the door. I lock it, just because I can't be arsed with Tyler's moaning.
     I don't need him catching us having sex. Light on or light off? I can never be bothered to get up after my fill of her. Fuck it, I need to see all of her. I turn and make my way to her.
     I help her out of her hoodie and shirt and she screws her face up. I shouldn't be doing this, hopefully the pain meds will kick in soon.
     I slide my fingers into the waistband of her trackies and slide them down her legs. I take a moment to admire her beauty. How could she ever think I'd want to bring anyone how when she's in my life?
    I grasp her hips and move her further onto the bed. Her head rests on the pillow. I open my drawer in the beside table and produce the goodies I bought. Her eyes land on my toys.
"Are you going to play with me?" She nods without hesitation. She's a little vixen. I kneel on the bed and slide the blindfold on first. Her chest rises and falls rapidly. She's turned on to the max. I take her hand and cuff her wrist.
    I kiss that wrist and cuff the other wrist with the other set. I kiss that wrist for good measure too. Every touch will be intensified for her. She will be using her ears as well.
    Everything will be heightened now that her sight is cut off. I take her ankle and push it towards her body so that he knee is in the air.
    I secure the cuff around her ankle so that her right wrist is secured with her right ankle. I do the same to the other side and lean back to admire the view.
     She's pure art. Her nipples are hard and her pussy is dripping and red. It overwhelms me how much trust she has in me. After everything she's been through she's willing let me tie her up and have my fun.
    I take the vibrator in my hand and turn it on. The buzz makes her jump slightly. I bring it to her tit and she flinches as she gasps. "Shh, you look so beautiful. Tell me to stop if you need me to but you never disappoint."
   I continue to torture her tits and she pulls against the cuffs. I slide it down to her stomach, oh so slowly heading for my destination.
    "Flynn," she whines and I place my finger to her lips. Every touch has her startling. I continue down to her pussy and she pulls against the cuffs again.
    I rub the vibrator against her juices before I sink it inside her. She groans. "Flynn." Has she ever used toys before? James was creative but did he ever use toys? Some how I doubt it, it was all about his pleasure not hers.
    I ease it in and out of her and she bites her bottom lip. I do that a few times and then withdraw it pressing it against her clit. Her head presses into the pillow as her back arches.
    She comes spectacularly. Her mouth gapes open as she rides through it. I click the vibrator off and kneel between her legs.
    I need to bury myself home now. I thrust inside her and her mouth connects with my shoulder. She calls out into my shoulder. She's so fucking sexy. I can still feel her pulsing.
    I touch her jaw with one hand and bring her to my lips. I suck her bottom lip into my mouth and graze my teeth against it. She whimpers as I increase the tempo.
    She tries to rock her hips but she's secured. Half the reason why I did cuff her was so she didn't hurt herself too much. I brush my lips against her jaw, placing soft kisses down to her neck.
     I keep going until my mouth latches on to her nipple. I graze them with my teeth and she groans. Her back arches, she's doing amazing. "Flynn."
    "I'm nowhere near done, baby." She starts purring and it's cute. "Do you have any idea how hot you look right now?" I give her other nipple the same attention.
     She starts pulsing and I hastily withdraw. Jesus Christ, I just can't get enough of her. I undo the cuffs on her ankles. I cuff her wrists to the headboard.
     I grab her knees and pull her further down the bed so that her arms her straight and firmly securing her. I make sure her legs are open wide for my return.
     She's soaking wet so when I thrust back in there's no resistance. I stay still a moment whilst she's still pulsing. I hold her hips and she groans.
    I take a moment to explore her body. Sliding my hands from her hips to her thighs. Everything about her turns me on. I hoist her legs up one at a time so she has to wrap her long legs around me.
It's deeper this way, I can never get deep enough if you ask me. Her heels dig into my ass. I start kissing her neck as I create rhythm.
    I can't stop touching her soft skin. Her legs, he hips her tits, they are all mine. I crush my lips to hers and tease her tongue with my piercing.
    She comes, shit! It sets me off. I settle my weight on her good side. I well and truly fucked. I could probably go again but then I can't resist her. I rest my eyes and begin to snooze.
    I groan when I stir and nuzzle her neck. I rock my hips and I'm hard already. Don't know how long I snoozed for but who cares?
    I pull out of her and flip her on her stomach. I slap her peachy ass and then move her knees underneath. Her ass on full display. Will she let me claim this hole one day?
    I manoeuvre her so her legs are spread wide. "Once more and I'll let you sleep, baby. I need you." I'll always need her. My appetite will never be sated where she's concerned.
    I ease into her and groan. Fuck, she's like a drug. I smooth my hand across her back whilst the other grips her hip. I swivel my hips over and over.
    If only she could get pregnant I'm sure I'd be impregnating her tonight. Full of my cum. She calls out into her pillow. She coughs as if she can't breathe and I instantly pull out of her.
    I undo her cuffs and turn her over and then peel off the blindfold. "You okay?" She blinks adjusting to the light and nods. I bring her onto me as I sit back on my heels.
    She wraps her arms around my neck as I guide her onto my cock. She looks shattered, her hair is a mess. She's absolutely stunning. I press ny lips to her. "I think you're thoroughly fucked." She smiles lazily, "I'll be quick baby."
   We look into each other's eyes as we work together to reach our high. She has so much to say with her dazzling eyes. She's shining brightly. Her thumb skims my bottom lip and I bring it into my mouth.
    She gasps and quickly withdraws it. She holds my face as if I'm her most valued treasure. She brings her lips to mine, she takes control and I'm happy to give it to her.
    I lower her onto the bed and pin her hands either side of her head. We keep our hands joined. I take the reins back and I don't stop thrusting until we're both finished.
     I stay in this position until I've caught my breath. If I don't get up now I never will. I slide on some boxers and then dress her in pjs. She mumbles something incoherent and I laugh quietly.
    "Are you in pain?" I whisper into her ear. Maybe I was too rough or used her for too long.
     "No," she mumbles. I doubt she'd tell me if she is but she looks calm and relaxed. "You dulled the pain." I smile, she's eases my doubt. She clings to me but I need to check on Miley.
  I kiss her forehead and leave the room. I go for a piss and brush my teeth. I walk to Riley's room, I should just call it Miley's now. My room is Riley's now.
     Miley whimpers and I kneel by the bed and stroke her cheek. "Flynn."
     "I'm here, Smiley." She wraps her arms around neck. I guess she's sleeping with us again. I lift her out of bed and carry her to my room.
    I shuffle up the bed and settle her by the wall. I glare at the dog. He's laying in front of Riley and she's wrapped around him. "I'm going to murder, Tyler. I've been replaced by a dog."
    I flick the light off and climb into bed. "You could never be replaced." Good. I wrap around her and shuffle closer. "I love you."
"I love you too baby, now sleep." It's not long before her breathing shallows. My last thought is, best Christmas ever.
    I'm startled awake by frantic coughing. I sit up and cup Riley's face, she pushes me off her as she continues coughing. She's struggling for breath. What the fuck.
    I relax slightly when she stops coughing and takes a deep breath. My heart is beating frantically. I cup her face again and she doesn't push me away. "I'm fine."
    "I think you need to see a doctor." I know what her answer will be what if there's something really wrong.
"No." There we go. The door opens and I look at the door. Abigail rushes in with a dressing gown on. She looks worried.
"You okay? I heard you coughing. I'm getting Doctor Baxter to come over to see you. Don't complain because I'm doing it anyway. I'll call him now." She leaves the room and I laugh.
    Fleeing the scene before Riley can answer. They are learning fast.
"Kill me now. I want to get up." I roll my eyes. She's already started frustrating me and we've just woken up. I climb out of bed and I help her up.
    I make her take all her meds. I run her bath and I help her in. "I'm going to sort Miley out and I'll be back." She nods and I head back to my room. Miley stretches in bed.
    She crawls towards me and I lift her up. She's sleepy still. I carry her downstairs. I walk into the living room and Abigail hangs up the phone. "The doctor is will be here to see Riley in an hour."
    "Is Mommy still poorly?" Miley asks.
    "A little bit, Doctor is coming to see her to make her better," Abigail explains. Miley cries and I groan.
     "I don't like it when Mommy is poorly." She clings to my neck and I look at Abigail for help.
      "She will be fine Smiley, we just want to see if she needs other medicines to make her better." Her sobs get louder, fuck my life. Just don't scream.
     "I think she's just tired, Flynn. It was a full on day yesterday." I sit on the couch and rub Miley's back as she continues to cry.
      Tyler comes in the room. He's on the phone, "Babe can you hold a sec again please?" He looks at me. "Riley needs help getting out the bath."
     I'm a bit stuck right now. Abigail leaves the room and I look at Tyler. "Can you hold her?"
     "Fuck no," he protests.
     "Put me on loudspeaker bro." He rolls his eyes but does as I ask. "Hi Ruby, can you do me a favour please?"
      "Umm yeah, I guess."
      "Can you talk to Miley, my sister?" Hopefully she's good with kids. "She's a bit upset right now and Tyler is anti kids."
      "Sure." Tyler walks closer and sits next to me. "Hey Miley, is Tyler being a grouch?"
     It takes her awhile to respond but she eventually looks at the phone. "Yeah, Uncle Tyler says bad words all the time and he doesn't like to play with me."
     "I see, well when I get there later then we can encourage him to play together. How does that sound?" I raise my eyebrow at Tyler. He's got a diamond there. Miley stops clinging to me and I take the opportunity to plonk her on his lap.
     He holds his hands out as if she's a bomb. "Uncle Tyler! I want to talk to my new friend!" His eyes widen and brings the phone closer.
     I get off the couch and hurry up the stairs and into the bathroom. I growl when I see her sprawled out on the floor. She's a fucking nightmare. "What the fuck, Ri?"
   I grab a towel and cover her with it. "I don't need your help." She slowly sits up whilst I kneel in front of her. Why is she being like this again? "I need to depend on myself more. I should be able to get out the bath."
"Ri, don't fight me on this. You're feeling poorly as you've most likely got a chest infection. The meds are making you drowsy. Just let me help you."
"No." I sigh and scoop her into my arms and stand.
"I was sorting Miley out, I was coming back. Why didn't you just wait for me?"
"Because it's embarrassing," she sulks. I carry her back into my room and I laugh.
"Oh baby, I've had you in some pretty exposed positions and you're embarrassed about this?" She's funny, I can't stop laughing.
"Stop laughing at me. It's been me, myself and I for so long. It frustrates me that I can't function on my own."
"Stop overthinking this, Ri. I want to do this for you, I need to do this for you. The thought of someone else doing this makes me sick."
I place her on her feet and she rummages through her back, holding the towel around her. "I don't want anyone else to do it. I just want myself to do it."
"You've woken in a bad mood this morning." I sit on the bed and watch her whilst she attempts the get dressed on her own. It's like the zip of the black dress. She needs help but she won't ask for it.
     I pull her towards me and spin her around to clasp her bra. I spin her back around and let her resume. She pulls on some jeans and I roll my eyes. Like jeans are comfortable.
"I don't see what's wrong with the jogging bottoms. They will be more comfortable."
"Jeans are more practical," she snaps. She's extra grouchy this morning.
"Why?"
"I find them comfy and they look good, they are smart, they keep you warm, versatile."
"Are you going to snap out of this mood anytime soon?" I raise my eyebrow as she does up the button on her jeans. She rolls her eyes at me. She shrugs on a baggy t shirt and then looks at me with puppy dog eyes. "What?"
"Umm, I'd like a hoodie," she says awkwardly. So she doesn't need anyone but she still wants my hoodie. I retrieve a hoodie for her and I help her into it.
"I'd like to say you're predictable but you aren't." I bend down to pick her up but she steps back.
"Let me walk." Fucking hell! I use my hand to gesture for her to lead the way. She starts to walk out the door and the dog instantly walks behind her. I pin my eyes on her backside as she walks.
    I follow as she walks through the kitchen and then into the utility room to the back door. She opens the door wide and the dog runs out into the garden.
"Ri, shut the door. You'll get cold." She rolls her eyes and pushes it to. I walk towards her and grab her hips. I lift her onto the counter and stand between her legs. "Stop being such a grouch this morning." I kiss her soft lips and she moans. "That's better, I thought I was losing my touch."
"Mommy!" Miley calls and runs into the utility room. She holds her arms up to Riley and I lift her up to her arms.
"You okay baby?" I release her when she clings to my girl.
"Yeah, Pops said I can watch another Christmas film today. There's so many he said. And I'm excited to meet Ruby. Uncle Tyler said she's coming today."
"She is?" Riley grumbles. "Great."
"It's time for breakfast Mommy! Let's go," she says and I help her down.
"In you go, I'll be in shortly. I'm just waiting for your dog." She nods and runs off the way she came. Riley scowls are me and I sigh.
"There was me thinking your bad mood was gone, what now?"
"Ruby is coming? For how long?"
"Until new years I think. I thought you liked her?"
"I do but. . ."
"But what?"
"Well, she's prettier than me and . . ." I snort. Is that why she's in a bad mood. That she thinks I'll be tempted by Ruby?
"Don't start this again. For one we have bro code and two I'm not interested, Ri. I am actually looking forward to her coming." She glared at me again and I laugh. "You should be too."
"Why would I be happy that you are looking forward to the pretty girl coming? Christ!"
"You really are moody today. Look at it this way, the more Ruby distracts your brother the more he will leave us alone." She frowns and her face soon morphs into happiness. "See, you are warming to the idea too."
She smiles and I kiss her again. Tyler seems to think she was always emotional before. Is she returning to her old self of is something else going on? I can't keep up with her mood swings.