endless summer (Om Hold)

5.

Soon I felt the jacket being removed from my body and I was left in my step t-shirt.

I always wear step clothes under full sleeves as they help me be a little cool .

My eyes were closed as I waited for them to say some curse words at me.
But the room was silent.

I felt a hand on my cheeks.

"Open your eyes " I heard soenghwa say

I slowly opened my eyes as I met his chocolate brown eyes.
His eyes were soft and this was the thing I never expected.

"Is this why you didn't wanted to be treated?" He asked me

I looked away.

He slowly removed his hands from my cheeks

" I'm so sorry it was so rude of me " he said
I just Nodded a little still looking away.

I saw him looking at me with the corner of my eyes.

I felt aria look at me too.
I looked at the boys who were looking at me too.

I slowly got up from the desk.

"Hey wait you need to rest your ankle is not healed yet " aria said

I just ignored her.

"Please rest I still need to clean your wounds" soenghwa said .

I ignored them as limped towards the mirror that was hung on the wall besides the cupboard.
I looked at my reflection.

My eyes trailed from my head to my hands.

My face was okay just a little bruise on the corner of the lips.
There were some cuts on my neck.
My hands were full of scars.
Some new
Some old

My left hand was full of the cut marks which were made by me.
The longest cut mark was around 10 cm long .
There were about 50 cut scars on my left hand.

My right hand was full of burning scars which have faded though but still left marks on my hands.

I raised my hand to touch the bruises I got today.

I hated my body.
It was so disgusting.
I was so ugly
They were right
I should kill myself.

I made a face of hatred as I used my nails and sank them deeper into my scars thinking it will make them disappear but it wasn't of any use.
Soon the blood Started trailing down my hand as some drops fell on the floor.

I suddenly felt a grip on my hand as my hand was jerked away from my skin.

I looked at the owner

Soenghwa

Again

"Are you mad!!!! Why would you do that come here " he yelled at me as he made me sit on the desk again as he opened yeosang's box and took out a cotton and some alcohol.

He poured the alcohol on the cotton as he used it to clean my wound.
Soon he had bandaged my hands as he closed the box.

The room went silent again.
No one said a word as everyone was looking at me .

The boys were also standing close to soenghwa.

"I think we shall introduce ourselves first " aria said

"As you know I'm aria and I'm a medical student" she said

"Hello my name is hoongjoong and I'm a music student " the strawberry guy said .

"In yunho as you know and it's nice to meet you "

"Hello I'm yeosang and thanks for helping us " the blonde said