endless summer (Om Hold)

23.

Everyone have packed their stuffs and right now we all were standing near the front door.

It was finally the time when we were going to take a risky step.

We don't know what's waiting for us at the other side but we also don't know till how we'll be able to survive.

Each one of us was trying to show how Brave they are from outside but deep down we all are scared.

But why was I ?

Till the very day the only thing I wished for was to die but why does the thought of dying is making me scared?

It's not the dying part that is making me scared the thought of to never being able to see soenghwa's smile and him was scaring me.

Within few days I have grown so fond of him that I'm not myself.

But seonghwa you deserve aria who's same as you not a broken girl like me.

He was standing 3 feet away from and so did I .
It was really awkward between us after that little moment of ours when seonghwa dragged me.

I still don't understand why he reacted that way.
Do he really see me as a sister like yurim so he's just being protective?

Or does he hate me and don't want others to see how disgusted I am?

Why did he said he hated san's scent on me?

"So are we ready guys?" Yunho asked as everyone nodded a little

"So me and hongjoong will lead the way and will check the surroundings" yeosang said as everyone nodded

"Me and seonghwa will be after them then" aria said as seonghwa nodded at her

"I'll be with yn after them"san said as he passed me his iconic dimple smile

Seonghwa clenched his fists unconsciously which didn't went unnoticed by aria

She looked at him confusingly

I looked at san who was showing me his teeth

"You're ok now?" I asked him

"Yes! Thanks for worrying about me" he said

"Then me and yunho will be at last I guess" wooyoung said as yunho nodded

"I want to lead who knows what is waiting for us so let me go at first" I demanded

"And that's the exact reason why we want you to stay back you're even injured!" Seonghwa said

"He's right yn you're still injured and you can barely walk " aria said

I hesitated but nodded anyways

"Get ready guys I'm opening the door" Hongjoong said as he slowly unlocked the door and we heard a click sound

I gripped on the wooden plank in my hand tightly in defence.

Soon we heard a creak sound as the door opened.

"There is no one around " yeosang said as we were shocked

Why was the place Empty?

"It's good for us let's hurry up" yunho said as we slowly exited the door.

I looked at the house from outside a little.
Those memories with yurim were made here.

Unnie miss you yurim

I smiled at the house as I finally turned around swearing to never look or come at it.

We all were walking with each careful steps scared to make a single sound.

"There at the corner take a left " I said as they nodded before doing so.