loneliness

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Growing up I was used to having a lot of people around me, those times were at the home I grew up in or the schools I went to. 

When I was around those people, I still had this horrendous feeling, a suffocating emotion out of loneliness.

Majority of the time I felt as if I was invisible, impossible to detect, like I was just unseeable and ignored. Even to those that were close to me. 

Now that I'm all grown up, it all still feels the same. 

The only thing that has changed is that I'm around fewer people and I might be even more lonelier than I was growing up. 

Though this loneliness feels strange, because I loved being alone.
Now I loathe it. 



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