[dead soul] (scaramouche x fem reader)

9. Fever

We both went to the Tenshukaku that night. To my surprise, ei was there and greeted me. She was happy i made my decision to come here even though she felt super irritated because of the way her dear son treated me.

She said everything will be back to normal as soon as possible. She also mentioned sending a letter to miko and let her know me and scaramouche came into terms with one another. I mean i was never the problem to begin with but the problem himself decided to change his awful behavior.

I couldn’t trust him completely, not after everything he had done but i always believed in second chances. Deep down when i first lied my eyes on him, i felt lost and confused. He was strange in my opinion, like he was faking his personality but sometimes he showed it and that's when i realized there's an actual good person in there.

Like the day i visited the shrine and he was hanging out with ei. Having a sweet little tea party under a huge terrific sakura tree.
On that rainy day he was showing strange expressions, he was smiling gently.
It felt like he didn't have much of a bond with her own mother but craved for having it. He enjoyed being with her mother, their relationship was a tricky one. I could never judge them just by their actions towards another but they actually loved eachother despite of their daily arguments.

I went to my room in the palace, it hadn't changed a bit after i had left. It was like three days ago, i shouldn't be surprised by it honestly. Ei promised she will write to miko about sending my stuff back to the Tenshukaku again. I actually felt happy knowing that everything was going smoothly. It just like how i dreamed about it, how i begged the teyvat for it but it's so weird that everything settled down so easily. Maybe i was being pessimistic?

I also took a look at my vision wondering why pyro. It showes passion towards something, being energetic and mostly optimistic. That definitely my method of living through my life stages, now that i was officially a vision holder then i suppose that explains why I'm seeing my life wishes coming true one by one.

As soon as i wished for those things, my vision appeared right infront of me. It was a sign that I'm ready and passionate enough to grant them. I was capable of doing that and responsible for my life choices.