Forbidden Love || Tom Kaulitz

Mel..

Slowly letting my eyelids close and falling asleep.

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Bills POV –

I slowly fluttered my eyes open to be faced with Melissa smiling over me at me from the other side of the couch. I smiled back complete forgetting last night. She got up and sat next to me and grabbed my hand and giggled.

"Afternoon" she said soft "you slept in late".

I let out a slight laugh and got up. Her face and her smile was perfect but hiding behind it was someone I didn't know existed. I still had no idea what to do. I decided I would just act normal for the time being, and not tell anyone until I decided what I would have to do. I really didn't want to lose her, but she didn't even want me. I really had no idea what was going through her mind and why she would want this to happen. Was it the whole plan all along?

"I'm going to go have a shower" I said blankly before she looked at me in confusion.

"Without me?" she said sly. I ignored her comment and made my way to the bathroom. Groaning in annoyance to myself. How could she be so two sided?

I stood in the bathroom mirror staring blankly at myself. So confused in what to do. I love her but what am I meant to do? I really didn't want to lose her. She made me feel different, like I was worth something to her. I got undressed and slowly stepped into the shower letting the water drip down my body as I leant my head on the wall. My head spinning in confusion, and possibilities. I wanted to tell Tom but all he would want to do was kill her. But I didn't want her to die, I didn't want to lose her. I wanted to believe it was all some fucked up dream. I slammed my hand against the wall in anger. I soon slowly stepped out the shower and got dressed.

I knew what I had to do.

Tom's POV –

My shoulder ached in agony, but the rage of last night's events pushed the pain away. I knew where Chases old house was and that must be where Ashley's is. I knew that I must go and get her. I really didn't care what happened to her for all I know she could be dead and if she was I knew I wouldn't feel any a bit of remorse for her. She did it to herself. She's the one that left. I also knew if I took her back it would make me seem soft. But I didn't care Raf needed to know that he couldn't just do that. I didn't care that she left it was the fact that Raf really thought he could just take her from me like that. Raf wasn't anything, he always hid in Chases shadow. But now that Chase is dead Raf must of have had his ego rise. He must be the new leader, that must be where he found his confidence. I was deep in my thoughts before I heard footsteps coming down the stairs. I was soon met with Bill's distraught facial expression, as he gave me a look.

"What is it?" I asked in confusion, knowing something was up. We were twins, I always knew when he was upset or when something was wrong. But he would always try and hide it.

"Nothing" Bill said with a hint of rage in his voice. I looked deep into his eyes trying to figure out what was going on.

"Tell me" I simply said as he ignored me and started walking away. "Race tonight?" I continued yelling out to him. I knew his mood would enlighten if we did the thing we loved most.

"No" he replied "I've got to do something" he said as he walked off. I sat back into the couch and grabbed the remote and flicked through channels. What was going on I thought to myself. I have haven't seen him act this way in a long time.

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I soon decided I would still go without Bill. I needed some entertainment. I needed to get my mind off Ashley. "Gustav, Georg!" I yelled from downstairs. They soon came rushing down the stairs with their faces filled with worry.