Forbidden Love || Tom Kaulitz

Attention

Parts of me miss being his prize.

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Ashley's POV –

I am so sick and tired of Tom's shit. For the past two weeks I've been in and out of the house, doing all his dirty work. That's all I do every single day. My schedule consists of waking up in the middle of the night, having a shower, Tom giving me orders, getting ready, doing my job, and then coming home. If I'm not doing that, I sit in my room all alone. I only leave to use the bathroom or get something to eat and drink. The days have started to merge, and I feel lonelier than ever.

I don't know how much longer I can deal with this. I was craving someone's attention. No one was talking to me anymore due to barely seeing me and when they did talk to me, it felt as though they were stepping on eggshells.

Although the past few weeks have been miserable, I was looking forward to tonight. The boys were throwing a party so that meant I could take a break from working and finally let myself go. I sighed and finally pulled myself out of bed. I opened my door and walked down the hallway and into the bathroom. I locked the door and slowly undressed myself. I let the water run as I observed my body in the mirror once again. I was starting to slowly get better. I had put on a bit of weight and was finally starting to feel normal. I stepped into the shower, letting the boiling hot water douse my body, letting out a small smile as I swung my head back.

I stepped out of the shower, wrapping my towel around my body and walked out of the bathroom. I made my way upstairs and into Toms room to grab some new clothes. I watched as him and Katya laid in bed together. My blood boiled seeing them wrapped in each other's arms. I so badly wanted that to be me. I had no idea why because I hate him. I think because I have been all by myself these last weeks, with no one to interact with. I craved his touch, and I knew exactly what I needed to do to get it.

Toms POV –

I held Katya tight to my chest as Ashley came into the room. She held the towel tight around her body and pranced over to her dresser. She bent down and rummaged through her things, carefully pulling out underwear. That was my weak spot. My eyes widened as she dropped her towel exposing her naked body, then casually putting it on Infront of us. I watched her body as she wriggled her panties up, letting the sides snap against her hips. She slowly turned her head, giving me a devilish smirk, before bending back down and rummaging through the dresser once again. Ashley pulled out, what seemed to be a black dress and held it in her hands as she ran out the room wearing only a thong. I let out a slight groan. I didn't want the other boys to see her and try get a taste of her. She was mine, all mine. I held Katya as she curled up next to me. I didn't care for her, I wanted Ashley. Something about her lately just made me crave her even more.

Ashley POV –

I ran down the stairs at full speed. I made it down and ran back into my room, hoping no one had seen me. I think I did well getting his attention, but he was still so hung up on Katya. I wrapped the blanket  on my bed around me before leaving again. I quickly made my way into the bathroom where I had now put all my makeup. I put down the blanket and my outfit to start getting ready. I did a black smokey wing on my eyes and glued on my favourite pair of fake eyelashes. I fished my base and put some lose curls in my hair before putting on my dress to complete the look. I loved this dress. It was black and laced with cut-outs on the sides which helped accentuate my curves. The dress was very short and made my boobs look amazing. I took one last look in the mirror, fixing my long red hair before making my way back to my room. I felt so hot, and I knew Tom would be impressed.

I strutted out of the bathroom waving my hips from side to side and made it back to my room. I walked into my room and shut the door behind me. Now all I needed to do was wait.

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I sat on my bed staring out the window watching people walk pass as the sun started to set. I soon heard music blasting on the speakers and people start to talk. A large grin appeared on my face shot up from the bed. I checked myself out in the mirror, making sure I looked my best before walking out of my room.

The music became louder as I got closer to the end of the hallway, I took a breath before turning the corner and making my way to the kitchen. Everyone's heads turned in my direction as I walked with a slight smile. I continued walking with confidence as Bill, Georg, Gustav, and Lauren fell silent. I sat myself on a bar stool next to Bill, reaching for a bottle. I could feel them all watching my every move as I grabbed the closest one. I looked up to Georg with a smile before opening it and having a drink.

"What" I snapped now getting annoyed.

"Nothing" I heard Gustav and Bill mumble.

I rolled my eyes and picked up the bottle once again almost finishing the whole thing. I continued to be stared at by each and every one of them, but I didn't care. They weren't who I was here for. Soon enough they began to act normal as more people started to show up.

I had now finished my first bottle and I was  growing impatient. The alcohol had finally hit me, and I was out of it. I let my head fall onto the bench Infront of me, and once again everyone fell silent. Bill lifted me up and then walked me to his room which was the closest. I held onto him tight as he laid me down on his bed. He sat down next to me stroking my head. I grinned to myself as I quickly rose my head. I smiled at him before I grabbed his face and kissed him. He kissed back for moment before pulling away.

"No Ashley" he said gently as he got up from the bed.

"Bill" said trying to grab his hand as he walked away. "Ugh" I groaned in annoyance.

I laid my head down on the pillow and closed my eyes. I figured Tom won't be down for a while and I wanted to sober up a bit before he came. There is no way he will find me attractive if I walk out looking this fucked.

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I realised I had let myself fall asleep. I raised my head and let my eyes readjust to the light before getting up and making my way back out to the party. I looked around for a moment before seeing Tom sitting in the living room. Katya was sitting on his lap, casually stroking the back of his neck. I rolled my eyes at her and decided to grab another small drink. I poured some rum and into a glass then grabbed a straw. I once again sat down next to Bill but made sure I was in Toms eyeline. I sipped on my drink and watched Tom as he occasionally looked at me. I closed my letting the music fill my ears and imagined how good it would be once I had Tom.

I bit my lip as I imagined his large hands wrapping around my neck. I thought that I just needed some attention but now seeing him tonight has made me realise that I only want his. I've always found him somewhat attractive, but he really is so desirable. His gaze lifted to mine, and we locked eyes for a moment or two. His dark eyes sent chills through my body and a pleasant buzz between my thighs. It's now time to make my move. I am going to give him something he can't say no to. He continued to keep his gaze on me as I stood up and strutted to the bathroom. I quickly locked the door and ripped of my underwear. I fixed my hair and repositioned my boobs before leaving like nothing happened.

I walked into the living room as his eyes followed me. I noticed Lauren standing around the coffee table Infront of him with a small group of girls. I walked over to her and noticed they were doing lines of cocaine. This was the perfect opportunity. I turned back to Tom seeing a wide grin spread across before turning away. I bent down, snorting a line and let everything on show. I slowly stood up straight then shot him a slight smirk before moving next to Lauren. His eyes widened as they followed my every move and he reposition himself in his chair, grabbing his crotch. I knew that would floor him, but I wasn't done.

"It's so hot in here" I said to Lauren making sure I was loud enough that Tom would hear me. "I need to get this dress of" I continued as I glared at Tom.

I walked up the stairs beginning to take the straps of my dress off. I could feel Toms eyes on me the entire time. I opened Toms door and waited for him to arrive.