FINDING HOPE (for LOVE)

CHAPTER 4 - Warm Breeze

The summer was coming to an end, and everything was about to change. Well, id better savour it.
With that thought I was entering the office floor, Mr. August greeted me good morning. I just turned and nodded with a smile. Mr. August gives me a surprised look and then maybe this was the first time I gave my smile to anyone. I smile as I swivel my chair and the warm breeze glides through my window and I took a deep breath, filling the entirety of my lungs. Somewhere my mind on that one person, to my right, the sky is a bright cloudless blue, like. Like his eyes.

Mr. August and me were discussing the project of our and Mr. Plume's company. This project, our both companies are focusing on sustainable development. I don't want any error in this project because I want to portray as perfect man in everyone's eyes, (especially that particular ones eye). Mr. August and our team are in meeting and they're doing well just in my point of view and we also have a meeting with win's team in noon.

This is my first day to work with win and his team. I'm just eagerly waiting for his arrival, with my eagerness I step into meeting room; my eyes are searching for him, but to my utter disappointment my eyes could not find that one. He is nowhere in the meeting room; expect him everyone is there, maybe he will arrive little bit late- I guess. I took my seat and everyone in the meeting greeted me, then I noticed that Mr. Plume's daughter Mona is also in the meeting. She rise her hand to shake with me and just took it wish her. She said to start the meeting but without win they couldn't start the meeting, right! So I asked where is Win? She said that he had some other important to taken care so I asked him to go here instead. He said ok so I'm here to look after the project work. She said with her most lovely smile! (But it's not lovely for me). I just give her a simple nod. I waited for meeting to end and I planned to give him a call, then it hits me I don't have his number. So I'm patiently waited, waited to end this meeting.

Everyone is off to respective work when the meeting is done. I just have a conversation to myself for whom to ask his number. Then I gotta idea to ask his fellow colleague, her name is May, I remember her because she was the one who disturbed us yesterday. So I called her with my straight face, May! Can I get Win's No. but she said with her apologize and said to me no! Because I don't know what her damn reason was.

So I thinking, thinking very calmly! To get a clear idea for how to meet him. And there comes she! Mona, daughter of Mr. Plume, she just smiled and offered me some drinks. I don't know what to do! So I just softly ignore her drinks with my stupid reason. Just my simple and stupid reason! So she nodded and thanked me for the meeting and takes her leave. Suddenly I gotta an idea. So I rushed to her and offered her ride back to their office (hope to see him) we were in my car where she is talking continuously but I don't give her hear. When we reached her office, she thanked me but she didn't ask her to come in so I just asked her whether her father is inside cause I have something to discuss with him. She leads the way to her father's office. When we were walking to his dad's office I asked her where is Win's cabin. She gives me a look and showed his cabin.

I said her to meet Win first and she gives a knock on his cabin door, then we entered inside his cabin happily. But I saw inside is not entirely pleasing my eyes. I feel upset for some reason.
Mona also saw that scene; she gives a teasing look and said to me that maybe we are disturbing them. Without knowing anything that is going on here, without knowing anything about Win's life, I feel so lost! I don't know what to do, so suddenly I turned and informed Mona I have an urgent thing to attend which I forgot completely so please give my words to your father, that's all I said to her and quickly take my leave.

I just rest my head on the table and stare at the same window which gave a warm breeze and a hope. But now this window gives me nothing!

Now I just close that window which hurts me no matter how beautiful the view was! And I felt that!

But closing the window hurts even more!

And it's not that view is beautiful, the beautiful view holds many memories! Maybe many memories for me alone!

So I try not to think about him, but what I saw, his smile alone!

I just want to accept the disappointments, which come from the people you LOVE!
(Especially from the people you love)

So I'm still trying to close that window.

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