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"Did I want to live. Or did I only stay to make other people happy?"

Everything I was able to gather/intake from the assembly was...

Main Rules:

Curfew is 9:30 pm sharp. You get a point for being found outside of your room.

No being outside of uniform. Except for once a month, they allow a free dress day

No leaving the premises unless permitted, or on a field trip.

No skipping class, if found outside of class you get a point.

No smoking, drinking, or any drugs of any kind, that are not a prescription.

Your room cannot be cluttered at all, personal belongings must be put away.

No boys allowed in girls rooms. No boys aloud in girl's room.

No cursing.

No eating or drinking is permitted outside of the dinning hall.

Grades must stay a C or higher 3 F's Give you a point.

No speaking to guards for casual reasons.

No going in head mistresses' office without permission.

No turning in assignments late.

No one is allowed in the library, Dining hall, or both gymnasiums after 8:00pm.

If you have an injury of any sort, report to the nurses stations quickly and timely.

Last but not least, 25 points equals expulsion, no exceptions. Not even money can buy you to be able to stay.

I just wasted a whole 2 and a half hours
To understand rules of such simplicity and common sense. It is absolutely ridiculous that grown teenagers need that much guidance to keep themselves alive.

Me saying that is funny as I don't even want to be breathing right now.
Let alone fully living.

My head feels jumbled I need to calm down.
Where's a vape when I need one.
Puff, puff pass type of moment right now.

I stretch as I stand up.
My back aching, I mindlessly pull out my phone and check my recent messages.
Of course my so called friends couldn't even bother to send a "wyd" text.

I'm not gonna text them first like a little girl needing attention.
If they were my friends they would care how my first day is going and ask how I am.
At least check to see if I'm alive.

Noise from the students who are now clamoring and talking. Bounce off the large walls as they all rush out like the room was on fire.

I feel a tap on my shoulder, I turn around Kai was now standing next to me.

During the whole assembly he had his arm, on MY arm rest. 

The audacity of him.

I held my arm close to me the whole time to avoid contact.
Unlike him I keep personal boundaries with people I don't know.
Germs are a very real thing.

I shrunk into my seat my hiding my face, when my name was announced. The embarrassment I felt was enough for a lifetime.
As if all these students cared to learn my full name, yeah right.

I'm not gonna compete against them.
If they want first place they can have it.

No one could pinpoint it was me in the crowd.
Eyes wandered as she spoke out my name. But none landed on me.
Besides the men I had next to me, who seemed so engrossed with my existence they weren't even listening.

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