Evil touch - Tom Kaulitz

He just wanted to use me.

I pulled away from the kiss looking back into his eyes.
He gave a confused look, raising his eyebrow.

"Sorry" he shot out.

I snapped out of my stare and tilted my head.

"For what?" I asked him, why was he sorry?

"Kissing you?" He replied.

After coming back to my senses I realised when he kissed me I pulled away quickly and just stared at him. My face turned red from the embarrassment.

"Oh right- you have nothing to be sorry for,   I was just.. surprised!" I told him, giving him a sweet smile. It was my first kiss, I felt bad for breaking it but I was just in shock.

"Alright, I'm going to head to bed now. Night Aur" He said to me, repeating the same soothing smile.

I got into my room and put on an oversized shirt and some shorts, I didn't bother to take off my makeup or do my hair, I just went to sleep after a long day.

***

The sun shone through the windows along the wall beside me, I sat up slowly and yawned deeply.
I thought to myself about last night.
Did he mean it? Or was it just another thing he does to girls to make them fall for him?
I wasn't sure..
He seemed genuine to me, but it could of been a mask.

I walked out of my room and into the kitchen to see Gustav and Georg placing candles in a chocolate cake.

"Oh hey Aurelia!" Georg said, while Gustav looked busy with the cake.

"Hello! What's that for?" I asked him curiously, pointing at the cake.

"Bill and Tom's birthday is today!" He whispered.

I checked the calendar beside me and saw a highlighted date, it read 'TOM AND BILL'S BDAY!'
(September 1st)

"We will go wake them up!" Gustav whispered joyfully.

I stood next to the counter that held the cake, waiting to see Bill walk down the stairs, and Tom strut out from his room beside us.

I saw Bill skip down the stairs but I didn't see Tom?

"He's not here?" Gustav said while walking out of Tom's room.

"Oh.. Well I can leave him some cake!" Bill replied smiling.

We all starting singing happy birthday to Bill, at the end of the song he clapped excitedly and blew out the candles.
They all began to eat the cake, I walked out to get ready and later on get some actual breakfast.

I looked through my outfits I had bought and picked out a simple, but pretty outfit!

I put my hair up in a neat ponytail, and made my way back to the others.
I ran up and jumped on Bill's back slightly scaring him!

"Woah Aura!!" Bill shouted as I flung onto his back.

"Pfft" I chuckled as he dropped me.

"Hey Aurelia..for my birthday we wanted to go to the club we went to before, I know what happened to you last time so you don't have to come..!" Bill quickly spilled out.

"Uhm.. alright! Anything for you." I smiled.

It was 2:34pm and the party started at 7pm, so I decided to go on a walk through the local park.
I told the Bill I was going out and then I left.
I put my earphones in and connected it to my ipod as I walked through the entrance of the park.
Music always had calmed me down, I considered being a singer or guitarist one day but due to my social skills I could never, I couldn't even get a job at a bakery.
I worried a bit about the club tonight, I tried reassuring myself but I didn't succeed.
What if it happens again?
I never used to drink due to being underage, but as soon as I got to the club last time I couldn't help myself.
To stop things happening I better not drink much tonight.

- Time skip to 6pm -

I looked through my wardrobe for dresses, I had everything except for an outfit for tonight.
I finally came across an option good enough.

( you can choose between these two)

I loved the outcome of the outfit, It fit me perfectly and brought out curves I didn't even know I had.
I rushed into the bathroom and applied my makeup the best I could, I wanted to at least look presentable.
I finished my makeup and looked gorgeous.. I couldn't believe I was staring at myself.

I walked to the front door realising I had to get there soon, I started debating on walking or calling an Uber.

"Aureliaaa! Your stunning!" Bill shouted, walking up to me.

I gasped dramatically.

"Your outfit is PERFECT!" I told him before he turned red.

He told me that Tom and the others arrived early and that I could go with him in his car.

While he drove us there he started bragging about how many drinks he was going to have and that we were probably going to go crazier than last time.
I didn't want to tell him about how I felt since it was his night. It would be selfish if I did, or maybe it wasn't? I was just so confused.

I agreed with him as we pulled up at the club.
I took a deep breath and stepped into the hot building, the warm wind hitting me as I did.

Me and Bill walked up to the bar and he ordered me the same as him, and it was a big order, after all it was his birthday!

I downed the drinks quickly, and knew as long as I was by Bill I'd be okay.

"Oh there's Tom!" Bill shouted to me over the music.

There he sat carelessly with another women on his hip, kissing her the same way he did to me.
I felt my heart shatter into a million pieces.
I know that we didn't have much, we only kissed once but it meant something to me.
The words he said to me felt real, I didn't know if I did something or if the fact I pulled away since it was my first kiss? But all I know is he never cared.
He just wanted to use me.

(HIII I MADE THIS PART SINCE TODAY IS SEPT 1ST AND THIS DEDICATED TO BILL AND TOM'S BDAY! HAPPY BDAY)