𝗨𝗡𝗖𝗔𝗡𝗡𝗬 | heejake

chapter three

"let me just..." seethed, I hustle his hand away, I kept rocking myself on the bed I am currently sitting, a few sighs and silent sobs, I can see that he's spying on me even after I told him to go away, to get a life "I just wanted to see" what a lame excuse, but then a throe feeling submerged my whole, what if what they've done isn't done the right way?

"how many was it?"

"five, it's not that bad" I lied, I'm looking across the room so I won't have to see how he's staring at me, I'm a little uncomfortable when he's looking at me, for references, he looks like an haunted doll that can't blink, I'm not saying that he's hideous but he surely creeps me out sometimes.

"did they say you could get home?"

"why are you asking so many questions?" but this time, my eyes met his, he looks amused but worried at the same time, I'm not sure what's all the meanings behind his behavior, he softly huffed "you really are an idiot sometimes" he's stating this much when he's literally the one who still believes in the tooth fairy "you're profusely sweating, and slightly shaking" he said just before sitting beside me, I didn't have the strength to kick him off.

after caressing my hair, his fingers trailing their way through my brown locks, no, I can't move nor say that I hate it.

"what about it?"

"Jake, I know exactly how an anxiety attack looks like."

my throat is so sore, I tried to gulp just one time but it felt like sand clogged the way "but why did you-"

"Jake Sim? seems like you're good to go, there is no infection and it's well sew, but if something happens later on, please you may consider on coming back" it's the nurse who took care of me after what happened at the bowling center, heeseung kept staring at her when she was stitching up the cut, and honestly his aura was off, cold or just dark, I know that's crazy stating something like that out of a gaze, but that's genuinely what I saw.

"yeah, thanks."

I left the room first, I thought that heeseung would've been following me the next second I left the place, but he's nowhere to be found, well it's not like I actually cared, but I know he doesn't really know how to call a cab.

when he tried to he thought that it was 119.

that day I told him that if he ever needed to go somewhere that he had to rely on me, to call me and no one else. I don't want him to annoy the emergencies ever again, it was so embarrassing and trust me you don't wanna be left on a situation like this.

"I'm hungry" completely submerged by the shock of a random voice, I jumped then tripped, but I felt something tugging on my hoodie, when I look around I see who it was, it's heeseung obviously.

Well at least I didn't fall this time.

"okay?"

"let's eat ramens together"

oh god no "why?"

"to eat, what else?" whatever, I'm hungry too it's not like I was going to refuse, so I nodded, a little confused but I did nod "what were you about to ask me earlier?" I think I can't breathe, I'm so embarrassed too, what should I do this is so bad.

"earlier?"

"yeah? earlier"

I stopped myself from walking, acting like I was thinking, so I shrugged my shoulders like the innocent guy I was "okay" he laughed, shrugging off the feeling, the vibe I gave off, but then I cleared my throat "yesterday... you said you wanted to build a bear"