𝗨𝗡𝗖𝗔𝗡𝗡𝗬 | heejake

chapter eight

"jake" he whispered along my neck when going lower, it's not only about his hands roaming my body, but his tongue slumping all around my hardened nipples, he nibbled a few times and I whimpered out of distress, again, he lowered his upper body to meet my pelvis, his face between my thighs, a glint of tease painted his eyes beside the smirk he's been holding since the very beginning "what's wrong?" I whispered back, my breath is ragged, just like the throbbing sensation in my dick when he takes it, he took it in one hand and one surge.

his wet muscle swirled around the full length of my hard member, I couldn't help but moan and letting my head fall backwards. at first he was slow and careful with the back and forth of his mouth, and this happened, he quickened the process, I felt like bursting already. he keeps going faster and deeper, I'm worried he hasn't gagged yet, talking about worries I'm insanely anxious about the knot building up in my lower stomach, the pressure filling the full length, this isn't a good thing, it's bad.

"slow down" my voice cracked under my breath, I'm not a fool I do remember the safe word but it's like my vocal chords won't make use of it, my body is consumed by desire and lust, it's surely the reason why I can't express myself, I'm too seeped in for this.

he looked up, my eyes met his when I straightened my back, he's humming while taking me completely.

he's doing it on purpose.

he kept pleasuring me as my body shivers under his touch, but it's a mix of pleasure and frustration. I'm overwhelmed by those, it's like I wanted more, yet I need him to slow down, to regulate the rhythm.

sweat drips down my forehead, everything is done just right and all I can do is gasping for air "please" I begged, my voice barely audible "I need you to slow down" I expected him to understand but he only responded with a mischievous smile, his gaze never broke contact with mine, so he kept sucking harder, humming more than earlier.

every nerve in my body screamed with pleasure, but my mind fought against the impending release that loomed within me. the knot in my stomach grew tighter with each passing second, a foreboding warning of what was to come. I tried to reach out my trembling hands, searching for anything to hold onto, my fingers grasping the soft tissue beneath me. the pleasure and pain I felt throughout the process mingled together as he took me deeper, faster, as if he was sculpting all of me, like a piece of art.

again, my body writhed beneath him and I was already lost in a sea of ecstasy, escalating desire. my heart beats faster, sweat trickled down my body when I struggled to maintain control over myself. every fiber of my being screams for release, but fear clings to me tightly, I'm exhausted from resisting.

I thought of my word again, the one I picked to help myself out of this, and realization swept over me, panic clawed at the edges or my consciousness.

threatening to consume my whole.

"star!" I finally cried out, desperation lacing my voice, he's staring at me in confusion and worry, but he couldn't pull away right in time, he only took the length out of his mouth, he's pretty close to it, it's already too late. the knot in my stomach tightened, the pressure is unbearable, yet a wave of pleasure exploded within me, ripping through my body like a hurricane, I've reached a point of no return, the embarrassment I felt earlier coursed through my veins.

at least he closed his eye, but everything splashed upon his face, also into his mouth, it was left open.

I felt like crying.

"I'm so sorry..."

"it's not your fault" his voice is low and husky, makes him ten times more attractive, when he swallowed everything down his throat, a few shivers ran down my spine, at first I found it gross but I'm also aroused by this "you said your safe word, but I wasn't quick enough to react, I am the one who should be sorry, are you okay?"