Y/n POV
TW.
Fuck my bandages felled down from my wrist. She says in her mind fuck fuck fuck. She tries to cover it up by walking away.
Tom's POV
Tom notices that's Y/n was coming but then realizes that her bandages felled off with her wrist band and notices something is off and noticed that the bandages had blood on them. Tom runs behind Y/n to see if she's ok. As he tries to be quiet so Y/n doesn't hear him behind her. He tries to hide behind a trash can since there in a alley. He goes behind her and looks at her and says are you ok I saw you run?
Y/n: Fuck you scared the shit out of me.
Tom: Sorry it wasn't my intention but are you ok?
Y/n:I'm fine don't worry.
Tom: Are you sure because they had blood.
Y/n:Yeah please don't worry about me .
Tom: does it not hurt?
Y/n: no to be honest I'm use to it but please don't say anything.
Tom: please no new ones
Y/n: pfft why , why do you care? you don't even know me.
Tom: Promise no new ones.
Y/n: i can't promise something I won't commit too.
Tom: what can I do to make you stop?
Y/n: nothing.
Tom: please your hurting yourself .
Y/n: so what .
Authors POV
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Y/n looks in her bag to grab her bandages and puts them on . She tries to walk away from Tom. Tom grabs her waist and looks at her in the eyes and says please. Y/n laughs and says I'm not falling for you any time soon my love. I'm fine by my own and to be honest you have no business to be caring. Y/n tries to walk away but he was holding her hard on her waist. Tom makes her turn around and hugs her. Y/n didn't know what to do so she just letted him hug her she felt like she wanted to tear up but she didn't want to cry so she just bottled up her feelings . Tom whispers to her hey it's ok to cry let it out. Y/n stays silent because her throat was making her stay quiet . Y/n just says hey it's ok I don't want to cry. Crying is for pussys, I don't cry and I will never. I'm here for people your not supposed to care about me. I'm the person that is supposed to care, so why do you care.
Y/n POV
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I let go of his grip because I needed to go back to Nikki. Tom just stood there disappointed he couldn't do anything to stop me but I could care less what did he even mean to let it out I barely know the dude and he's over here trying to make me trust him? Where I use to live at it was always trust no one he clearly trusts people.
Toms POV
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Fuck I messed up I should've hugged her tighter I know she wanted to cry but she's so strong and very beautiful I got hypnotized by her eyes which is why she got away easily I zoned out. I should go find her.
Y/n POV
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To be honest, I feel bad for leaving him like that but can you blame me? I need to go find Nikki. My bandages there not sticking on I'm going to have to text Nikki that I'm going home I don't want her to find out I'm self harming. I text her .
Y/n: Hey Nikki I'm going home sorry I'm tired you can come over if you want.
Nikki: Bruu we were supposed to have fun, but it's ok as long as your fine I'm good ok my love I'll prolly head over to your place later.
Y/n: Sorry. Alright I'll be waiting for you.
Read by Nikki.
Authors POV
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As Nikki starts to ride back home on her skate board she noticed Tom she decided to go up to him and apologize for leaving him like that.
Y/n POV
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HEY TOM I yell he turns around oh hey Y/n hey I'm sorry for leaving you like that I had to go find my friend. Tom says why aren't you with her right now then? Oh I actually am tired im heading home. Tom says do you want me to come with you it's getting late and you know it's dangerous out here? Nah I'm fine don't worry about me I already told you. Tom says are you sure because I'm being serious. Y/n im fine I live close by. Tom says wait really I live close by too let's walk home together. I say fine but im dropping you off.
Authors POV
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As they are walking together it start to get cold Y/n notices she left her jacket with Nikki so she wasn't cold. Y/n in her head fuck it's cold as fuck. Tom notices Y/n is cold he asks her if she wants his sweater. Y/n says no im fine you wear it. Tom says it's ok I have another one under this one. Y/n says are you sure I really don't mind. Tom says of course I am here. Y/n says thank you.
Y/n POV
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Why do I feel like Tom is different. He probably isn't what am i even thinking. But not gonna even lie he's so fine. I wish there were boys like him at my school. I mean he looks new and he lives near me it's literally a sign. We're both 15 but we look older but not gonna lie he looks like my boy best friend in elementary I just can't put my finger on it of what he reminds of me of him. I'm probably just thinking to much.
Toms POV
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Not gonna lie she looks like this one girl in elementary I use to have a big crush on. Is it her?
Author
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New part yayyyy anyways I changed there age tbh idek there age but it's getting interesting right Idek but anyways I changed the title bc she's literally not acting like a fangirl💔 sorry yall. ENJOYY
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My Star - Tom Kaulitz
FantasyY/n had a bad childhood. She meets Tom Kaulitz at a club. Y/n gives her phone number too Tom Kaulitz, what happens next? ERM SH
