Y/n POV ———————————————————————— Yayy I say I'm my head I ended up convincing Tom to drive I'm glad because I feel loopy and dizzy. I low key want to go to a party soon I swear someone has invited me to one I just can't remember. My memory right now is so bad but I'll remember later somehow. As me and Tom enter my convertible that I got since I'm a model but nobody knows so that's a secret only me and Nikki know about because we're both top tier!! Anyways Tom says why the heck how do you have such a nice car? I say I have my ways love. Tom says you better tell me soon because I won't stay curious babe. I say maybe my love or not. He says ok and starts the car I take the roof top off because I love watching the stars they calm me down and since they were really out tonight. I put my seat lower and get comfortable and look at the stars and they looked so bright. I saw a person on the side sitting on there car alone and it looked so peaceful since it was midnight. I want to do that alone.
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They looked calm and I loved that. I tell Tom to look at the stars with me at the stop light and he looks up but I want even paying attention to the stars anymore I was looking at the way his eyes light up when he looked up it genuinely made me fold because they looked so beautiful in the light honestly he genuinely is beautiful. Then the stop light turns green and we noticed we were close I putted my seat up and closed the convertible because I didn't want Bill to feel the air since it was pretty cold. Tom calls Bill and bill sounded so drunk. Tom says excuse my brother he's very drunk right now as you can tell so don't mind him. I day it's completely ok don't worry love. Tom smiles as a thank you. Tom brings Bill with another sweater he had I have no idea where he had it but he had another one and gaved it to bill. Tom got back in and said Bill go to sleep I'll take you inside when we're there. Bill says your lame take me to the other party I told you about. Tom says no your drunk already that's enough. Bill says your no fun Tom says I might not be fun but I'm protecting you. Bill says fine thank you I'm actually pretty tired. Anyways who's that pretty girl you have there is that the other you've been talking about?? And the one you've been staying over house with??? Tom says don't listen to him he's drunk he doesn't even know what he's saying. I say you know drunk people words are actually more sober words. Tom says that's just a saying. I say yea yea but it's true and I believe it because when I'm not sober I be saying real shit coming from the heart. Tom says will that's you love. I say sure, while Bill in the back is dead sleep with the bottle on his hand. I get the bottle and chug half of it. Tom says not you too, ugh give me some then. I pass it to him and he takes a little bit since he's the driver.
Tom POV ————————————————————————As I see Y/n's sober self fade away, I ask myself why is she like this? Why does she do bad stuff knowing she has a loving mom? Why is she very distant? Why doesn't she talk about her feelings with people? Why does she suck it up, instead letting of it out? Why does she not talk about her feelings? Why does she look so happy but in her eyes there's absolutely no spark in them? Why does she acts like she's completely fine? Who hurt her so much she doesn't even talk about herself? Who made her feel worthless? Why is she very loving and caring with me but with others she's different? Why do I make her feel comfortable enough? I just need to know why. I turn around to look at Y/n and she's just staring at the stars silently, like she's not there. I turn around to see Bill covered and sleeping. I take my chance and ask Y/n if she wants to go see the stars for a little since we're not going to school tomorrow. Y/n nods her head and smiles at me like a little kid. I want to make Y/n comfortable enough with me that she tells me about her feelings. I want to heal her. As I'm parking at this place where the other person was at. I see Y/n already rushing out the car as I'm done. I lock the car so Bill doesn't do anything stupid like sneaking away or something. Me and Y/n go to the edge and sit down on the metal thing I hold onto Y/n because I don't want her to start rolling down there since she's a little loopy right now or can I say very loopy that she's not even talking at all and is silent the whole time. I ask call out her name "Y/n" she answers "yes love?" Without turning to look at me. I can tell she was focused. I ask her one of the questions that be flying around my head every day. "Why do you not talk about your feelings with anyone?" She says "that doesn't matter, you should care about yourself." I look at her and say "it does matter though. You matter too you know? It's not always other people. You need to put yourself first too." Y/n says "Why it doesn't matter, I am not important enough for someone to care." I say "you are important enough to be cared" she says a little loudly " then why did he leave if I was important to him? I say "like you told me remember, you don't know if that was there intention." She says "exactly but what if it was." I say "you never know though love" and I give her a hug.
Author ——————————————————————- Another part today yay progress!! Anyways how was your guys day today? Thank you guys for almost 600?! I'm growing so fast and thank you. I love you guys so much!! 🫶🏼.
