My Star - Tom Kaulitz

Sober

                                  Y/n POV
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I look up to Tom and shake my head no. He says why you do need a hug. I say I'm fine having a hug brings it all up and I have to smush it down. I don't want to be sad I want to be free. Tom says how are you going to feel free if you never went through the sadness phase? I say I don't know but I'll make it on my own. I get up and get in the car. Tom yells out Y/n that's not how it works!! I yell back I don't care I'll make it work. Tom gets in the car why are you so hard with your feelings, you know one day it's gonna come up and you'll have a sloppy break down anywhere right? I say yes but I'm completely aware of it and I'm going to be able to control it. Tom says if you can go through that then you'll be able to go through a lot of things then but I really don't want you to hold it in anymore. I say it doesn't matter let's go back home and act like this never happened ok. Tom says how are you not drunk you drank half of the bottle and your still sober. I say who says I'm sober my love? I'm just really good at hiding it. Tom says I'm trying to be like you when I grow up. I say take notes love, but I'm sure you'll have bigger things in your future. Tom says your probably right but you never know you know. But I'll make sure your in that big part of my life. I say we'll see love.
As Tom starts driving I am basically half sleep but I don't want to fall asleep because Bill is already hung over and me being asleep we'll make it worst. Tom notices that I'm trying my best to not fall asleep and says it's ok go to sleep I'll be able to get you up that tree. I say no you won't it's a big tree and my window you know it's to much it's ok. Tom says fine but just sleep for a little I'll wake you up. I say fine only because I'm actually really tired. As I fall asleep slowly my eyes start to close.

Author POV
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As there all heading home. Tom stops to the gas station since the car was on the entire time and it's almost out of gas. Tom takes out his money to pay for the gas. As he's on his way he receives a text from his manager saying.

Text messages
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Manager: When your in school break, you'll be going on Tour in New York.
Tom: Wait why so soon?
Manager: Because it is now suck it up.
Tom: alright.
End of text messages.

Tom POV
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As he's filling up the car with gas he starts thinking when is school break the first one will be in October ok I still have time then I say I'm my head. I don't want Y/n to know I'm in a band just yet I need to keep it a secret a little longer although people at school really don't help if they want autographs and photos almost all the time. I sigh and get in the car I start the engine and drove off.

5 minutes later

As I'm pulling up to the driveway I try my best to be very quiet since the engine really doesn't help me. I hope I don't wake up anyone because Y/n we'll be caught with me and I don't want to cause her any trouble. I trey to wake up Y/n. Y/n y/n y/n get up we're here I'll be back I'm just going to go leave my brother at the house. Y/n says a little sloppy can I sleep with you? she's laughing while saying that. I say yes but go to your room I'll be back. Y/n says can we sleepover at your house. I say fine let's go though before you wake up anyone. Y/n says it's fine all they'll do is fight you and you'll be fine I'm sure. I say yea yea but you won't anyways hurry I already have Bill he's so heavy you have to be sober right now because he's heavy. Y/n says really I thought you were strong. I am but right now Im very tired it's late I'm trying to go to bed. Y/n says I think you got this love because if I help I'll probably trip in fell. I sigh and say ok thanks for your help I guess. Y/n looks at me and kisses me Y/n!! If I drop Bill is because of you. Y/n runs to the door and waits for me while laughing. I laugh I am holding Bill like a piggy ride but you can't really tell because he's like not even trying to be in a good position on my back. I give Y/n the house keys and Y/n opens the door slowly like there's somebody there. I say babe don't worry there's no one there me and Bill live alone. Y/n says luckyyy isn't it illegal to live alone though. I say not when your famous, Y/n says yea yea whatever show off. I say in my head does she know I'm famous because why didn't she say "you wish" or "in your dreams" I'm sure she doesn't know. As I'm walking up the stairs to put bill in bed I notice Y/n is just walking around seeing the house. I put Bill in bed and put the blanket over him. Bill says half sleep thanks bro. I say of course as I go down stairs I see Y/n already asleep on the couch. I get to Y/n and sigh and get her on my back. And carry her upstairs to my room. I throw heron bed and I throw myself with her at the same time so I'm laying on her stomach I take off my shoes my pants so I have my shorts on still and lay on Y/n again I put the blanket over us and I fell asleep slowly.

                                 Author
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Hi loves thank you so much for 700 reads!! Means the world to me. Anyways sorry for not posting on here this is a draft. Love y'all!!🫂.