My Star - Tom Kaulitz

Girl of my Dreams.

Y/n POV
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Hey Tom I say. Hmm he says with a sleepy voice. I say why do you stay here why do you trust me enough to stay with me? Tom says I don't know you remind me of my Star girl and she was really special to me and since you remind me of her I feel safe around you YIUR presence it feels nice it's like her being there you know. I say wow she must be really special but isn't it weird how she's your star and I use to call mine my star. Tom says wait you don't think? I say nah that would be crazy and it's been years you know. Tom says tell me about your star and I'll tell you about my star girl. I nod in agreement I'm going to go first. Tom nods, ok so it was when we were literally born because our parents were very close you know and me and my stars would use to do everything together. I would support them through everything they would go through there bullying I would defend them I would protect them I didn't want no one to go near them or hurt them because I knew how it felt secretly without them finding out I would get beat and bullied for protecting them. I didn't really care though because it's as long as there fine I'm fine and I would come to school all bruised up with scratches and stuff I would have to lie about me being clumsy. My stars of course would believe me we were kids and how would hey know you know. They were so cute I use to have a big crush on one of them which was the one with longer hair(Tom) he was so cute his eyes how they sparkled his nose his soft skin genuinely everything about that pretty boy I would genuinely go insane for this kid. He didn't know of course I didn't tell anyone because you know when your kids you get snitched on you know and I didn't want to get caught just yet. And then my other star was the one with shorter hair he was so cute. He had female features and I loved that about them two they were so fine I just know that when they grow up they would be even finer. It makes me sad that I won't probably see them again since I left but I would do anything to see them again. I could go forever talking about them they mean the absolute world to me but your probably bored so tell me about your star.

                                   Tom POV
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Hearing Y/n talk about the the twins or her "stars" made me realize a lot about how she could be her. But I don't know I don't want to look like I'm desperate trying to look for her even though I am. I need her. I was admiring Y/n and observing her the whole time she was talking I noticed when she would say hoe lucha she misses them and wishes she could see them again she would fidget with her pen or how when she smiled about the guy with long hair her dimples were showing and I couldn't help back but smile back at her. I couldn't resist her dimples her smile it matches so well. She loved them. When she stopped talking I noticed I got hypnotized by her hazel eyes weren't they just beautiful. Tom Tom says y/n your turn she says. I say oh yes that's right will for me is not much my star meant the world to me she would defend me and my twin brother and be protective very and I loved that. I had a crush on her but didn't tell anyone but I would give her flowers and chocolates on valentines days all the time. I would always hold her hand her hand was very soft. She was the girl of my dreams. She was very pretty her silky hair, pretty heart lips, button nose, soft face, beautiful eyes, long lashes. She was perfect her personality. She was very relatable and I loved that about her she was also very friendly so she would have a lot of friends. You wouldn't see her alone anywhere I remember when me and her made a promise. The promise was about me and her talking about how we would het married when we're 21 years old and I would wait for her to come back always and forever. Yes I know I've gotten with people but I'm sure she had to she's perfect who wouldn't want to be with her. Anyways that's enough of my star can I sleep here tonight?

                                  Y/n POV
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I couldn't help but smile at him and admire him while he was talking about his star I wish somebody would think of me that way. The way his eyes sparkled his smile his lashes woah. I was mesmerized hypnotized by his eyes. That girl is probably his soulmate I hope he finds her again because there meant to be. He then finishes by "anyways can i sleep here tonight?" I say of course love but your sleeping in your side ok. He says fine we will see depends how I feel. I say ok then depends how I feel too then. I tell Tom let's skip school tomorrow I don't want to be there it drains the fuck out of me. Tom replies you know what else can drain the fuck out of you? I say don't even finish. He laughs and says that was a good one though come on. I say yea yea whatever weirdo anyways yes or no because either way I'm skipping. He says sure it wasn't like I was going to say no anyways I'm no nerd!! I say yea yea whatever love let's call my friends to see if they want to too, but you go to your corner I don't want them to think we're doing weird things. Tom says let them think it's not real anyways unless you want it to be. I say what's wrong with you today your feeling really bold right now my love but I mean. He says oh really and gets closer to me. I say nuh uh love back up and get in your corner.Tom frowns whatever your no fun only with your toys treat me like them bruh I want to get played around by you so bad. I say oh really just wait after this call then now go to your corner. Tom says ok and smiles, I roll my eyes and call them and say hey you guys down to skip school tomorrow? Nikki says over the phone sorry babe but I'm actually trying to get to know bill hes so fine oh my lord he's just him anyways I'm going to have to skip sorry!! I say bruh whatever it's ok love have fun then!! I then call John he answers I say hey you tryna skip school tomorrow and hang out John says over the phone sorry but I can't I'm trying to be a good student this year new year new me type shit you know. I say nerd whatever it's fine anyways have fun then love!!

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Hi y'all sorry I haven't been active I've been busy. I noticed I'm more busy on weekends so I'll be more active on weekdays anyways love y'all so much and I don't know who needs this but I'm really proud of you love and keep going!!🫶🏼