Make It Out Alive

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Pov [Noah]

I sat in the hospital wondering when she would wake up I haven't slept a wink and I didn't want to leave her side she's so precious to me I didn't mean to hurt as I did

I brought her to the hospital as soon as i saw her collapse. her parents were called, but they didn't know about me, and I felt guilty, so I lied that she fell off the stairs. I really hoped they would believe me, 
It's not like they would find out the truth either ways cause I brought her to my doctor all the Records related to Me or anyone associated with me that I have brought here are well kept and can not be accessed easily.

Her older sister looked nothing like her, and her youngest looked more like her. Her mother looked drained they were all worried, but the oldest sister showed the least concern her mother had to go back to work and I assured her that I would look after her and pay the bills she didn't have to worry about anything
Cause Ella is my good friend

I lied.

When they left,
The doctor came back to inform me that Ella was very injured and that she has a concussion and that when she wakes she might not be able to remember some things but she will be better probably after 1 month or so, i was upset with myself but i cant change the past.

I then drowed in my thoughts of that night

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Ella, can I get you something to drink? I offered

Yes, she replied. I left her by the food table in case she gets hungry,

When i was turning the corner, I saw her talking to Jacob, my best friend he knows I  dont want anyone near her, especially if they are alone. she's mine and mine alone, so why was he there

I know for sure that Jacob would never betray me. We are close even though I never told him about my secrets, his the closest friend to my heart, so he is my best friend. Unless Ella didn't really love me, and she's flirting with him.

I saw him put his hands on her back. leading her to sit.
I raged with anger she didn't even try to stop him at all,I became more furious

As she sat, he gave her his jacked maybe it's because she was wearing a sleeve less dress, which, of course, she looked good in and was feeling cold
But if she was, she would have told me. if she was really playing with my emotions, I would have known

But even if she doesn't love me back, no one can have her, but me 

When everyone was gone, I questioned her. She looked confused
* Come on, do you think I would fall for that? I know the truth .*

I got so angry that I started hitting her. How can she lie to my face when my eyes can't decive me
She begged me to stop. I loved it when people begged it just shows how much power I have over them. I didn't listen
And continued. rage over took me  

When I stopped, she tried convincing me that what I saw was not what I thought. Of course, I didn't believe her who in their right mind would I hit her a few more times. She even dared to call me a monster, and that's when my mind was completely blank.

The next moment, she fainted when I snapped out of the trans I was in I realized what i did, I quickly rushed beside her checked her plus luckily she was breathing I can't believe I hurt her this is all my fault it's all because I have

intermittent explosive disorder (IED), which is an often overlooked mental disorder identified by episodes of anger, sudden outbursts in which the person loses control entirely. This mental disorder usually begins in childhood or adolescence.

It all started when I was younger,  when my father used to abuse my mother and the servants when i saw that.
it changed me

I started to be like my father, and when I get angry, i have an episode where i lose control of my emotions and start doing things i would not normally do.  

While there is no cure for IED, you can gain control over the symptoms with proper rehab.

I went to rehab and took medication. I hardly saw my family because of that, after 4 more years my mother left us  and died 2 weeks later I had a feeling it was all my father's plotting killing his wife i guess he just never thought of her as anything more than his toy.

But I never questioned him even though I loved my mother she was the first woman to show me kindness but still I just can't questioned the very man who trained me to survive the cruel world he is more of a demon than I am but his is my father

Eventually, my condition got better, and now, today, over 7 years, it happened,and it had to be with her

The girl that stole my heart. She makes me feel at peace, and if I were to lose her, I would lose myself

Wake up soon, Ella. I'm sorry, I'm sorry
You won't leave me, right?? I whispered. i then slowly held her hands and touched her checks

*I will find out the truth about that night. ella*

After 2 hours I ordered the doctor to move her to my house and for a nurse to take care of her I couldn't let her out of my sight.

* No one will take her from me even if I have to kill. I will *

     

A/N hey there readers, sorry it took me so long to update. I'm just too lazy to write. You know 😪

●So far, what do u think about Noah