Make It Out Alive

It begins

A/n
▪︎ well, I decided to title this chapter. I'm not good at giving titles (..) but this time, I wanted to try it (*^^*)

And if you see something like this **
E.g *can I really trust him?*
It indicates that the person is thinking and not saying it out loud 😊

Anyways 🤍lots of love

After that day, we started getting closer and closer. I learned a lot about him, and I started falling in love with him
And I know he feels the chemistry between us. i was always cheerful and happy, but I was overly happy, and my roommates started to notice it, too

~One night in the dorm

"Ella, we know something is up, so
Tell us we also want to know why you're so joyful these days, "Charlotte said okay I will, but don't spread this, especially you, Anna all three of them looked at me and said

"Of course!"

they said simultaneously 
So I have been talking to this guy lately  and I like him and I know he likes me too but I'm too scared to ask him about it so I'm waiting till he brings it up and every day him makes me smile more than I can imagine i thought he wasn't that type of person but as they say

"Never judge a book by its cover,"

Wow, babe, tell us who's this mystery guy who's making you fall in love
Hazel said
we'll. I don't know if you guys will approve off  him cause his totally on another level than me, but I really feel that his sincere, so please don't be angry

Everyone was silent
Promise me, guys!!
At least give him a chance
They looked at me worryingly but they promised in the end and when I told them that it was Noah

What!! It's that brat how can you like someone like him they all asked cause they all knew of his reputation

I just do okay. I know his reputation says something else, but I know there's a good reason why he acts like that
I sighed

*I hope there's a good reason*

Okay, if you truly like him and he truly truly likes you, Anna said while giving me a death stare, and he treats you right we will support you but if not will kill him okay she smiled

Okay, okay, so you're okay with him, right

Yes!!, they all said, and truly that made me happy, and I gave them all a hug

Hazel

*I have a feeling that it's not gonna end well, but if she's happy, I'm happy .*

1 mouth later

~at a restaurant

I never expected he would ask me to be his girlfriend after only after a few weeks. I was so happy that it all felt like a dream, but either ways I said yes!!
He immediately stood up from his seat and he came to my side and lifted me up
I could tell that he was also happy that I accepted
He put me down gently, looked into my brown eyes, and said

"You have no idea how long I've waited for this moment ."

He then cuped my face with one of his hands and leaned in for a kiss and how that was so magical.

*I will never forget this*

he told me how scared he was that I would reject him because of the remors and what people around me could have said about him.
Honestly, I was surprised because I never thought someone would actually have romantic feelings towards me. I always felt that I wasn't pretty enough or that I lacked something, or maybe because of my personality, I wouldn't blame anyone cause I wouldn't date me if I was them

and most of all, I couldn't really decide on most things by myself, and my sister would tell me to think for myself when I usually ask her about things and she would alwayd ask why I go to school for if I could not do simple things or use my brain

She really does irritated me. That's why she's the least favorite. I know it's for my good, but sometimes she goes overboard even if mom doesn't dare hit me.

Sometimes I deaply wish she was dead
But then again, I love her. I never knew I was like this. Sometimes, I hardly know who I am
Leaving in that house is suffocating. I also wish I was never born

But as I grew older, i came to deslike her more and suffer more. It's not like she physically abused me or anything i just can't with her, okay ?

I decided to focus on myself, which was 2 years ago. Now I'm 17 and finally have an overly perfect boyfriend that I feel like I don't deserve he's not perfect cause all of us are not, and I'm thankful  I met him

....But soon, I would come to regret that

Anyways, let's get back on topic...

It was a beautiful day, and I was enjoying my meal with this stunning person before my eyes. I wish I had met him earlier, though

I smiled, looking at him, and he gave me a sweet smile in return
I couldn't handle this. How could such a small sweet smile exist he made everything perfect

He held my hand, which was on top of the table, and gave it a light squeeze, and I loved how effactinate he was being in public

Days later, we were the talk of school
Ever one smeed to have found out about us. It was awkward to have everyone know about us, especially when people I didn't even know started talking to me and asking me about Noah. I got iretated by them

Noah even introduced me to his friends, who were pretty cool
He only had one beat friend, and that's
Was Jacob, Jacob was friendly, but I know for sure to be a best friend to Noah. An innocent personality does not match, so I suppose he was hiding his true colors. I even introduced my friends to Noah, and they saw that the rumors were not true and started to get along with him
We eventually started to hang out.