"can you fucking listen to me imee!!" the banging voice is all they can hear right now, the glass that scattered everywhere because of their impulsive behavior and the wine that spilled on the carpet and the bagage of imee who's still in the living room.
"I'm listening irene! come on, don't be so silly let me leave" then imee grab her another bag and put her things inside while irene just leaning on the wall desperately begging imee not to leave.
"are you fucking insane imee! you just met him 2months ago and now you already willing to come with him? are you fucking out of your mind!!!" Irene grabbed the arms of imee but imee just pushed her and rolled her eyes.
"how many times do i need to repeat myself for you irene? can you understand that i love him and i'm ready now...i'm ready to built a family with him!" then imee closed her bag after looking at the eyes of irene who's now crying and sobbing
"bullshit imee!!! 2months and you are ready? are you fucking insane? are you aware that your risking your life? Jesus imee! i can't believe you" irene desperately ran her fingers on her hair and sarcastically scoffing
"you gotta believe me then irene, this is for me. for my life....i need him irene and i don't care if we just met 2months ago.....i'm ready now irene" imee said then about to get out on the room when irene blocked her way.
"manang please don't leave me, you are just being impulsive. don't risk your life ate, i have bad feeling about him your putting your fucking life into danger imee! are you aware of that!" irene holding the arms of imee preventing her not to leave but imee stubbornness pushed the hand of irene in her arms.
"listen irene i don't wanna raise my child without a father like us irene that's why i need tommy irene. i need him for my child" irene confusedly looked at imee, child? who's the fuck is the child? irene was clueless and imee was aware of that.
imes sighed holding the hands of her sister, "i am pregnant irene. 1month pregnant" irene was shocked pushing the hand of imee.
"you lied at me"
"i didn't, i just found yesterday" irene shooked her head.
"don't leave me ate, let's raise your child without even leaving me because i can't imee! your the only person i have right now. bong wasn't here with us, I don't have anyone manang! i don't care if you let your boyfriend live with us but don't leave here manang" irene was now desperately, she doesn't want her sister leave just because she's fucking pregnant because irene want to be with her ate, be the one who's there when imee having her pregnancy journey but imee wants the opposite
she doesn't want to be with irene now, she wants to be with tommy now. she wants to build a new life without even thinking how the fuck she will deal with her sister, all her life she's with irene and all her life she's choosing irene and bong over herself and now even it hurts her so bad she needs to made a decision and right now and right there she needs to choose herself this time.
"I'm sorry irene but i need to leave you" and at that moment irene knew she can't do anything anymore, she can't beg over and over for someone who doesn't want to stay with her anymore. she can't force someone to stay with her and even it hurts her so bad, she need to let go her sister even that means of killing her own self.
Irene watched imee leave and the moment she closed the door, irene was aware that her windows she built for herself are now slowly closing.
the tears rushed down from her cheeks as she looked around and saw how messed their home right now, the home they used to loved and the home where they can be really them are now just a plain house that once they have their memories.
