"that's why i'm telling you that this...this man was guilty!!! look at him he was smirking the whole time and you...you just fucking argh!!! fuck this"
"quiet please!!!" then the judge slammed the auction hammer but irene just rolled her eyes and looked at the man who raped her client.
"you!! you are rapist and i will gonna sue you" irene starting to lose her mind, she's being hypocrite just to prove that the man was guilty but is it because of that? or because she saw the woman she's inlove kissing someone?
"ms. marcos, you can't do this" irene taken a back from reality when one of the staff leading her way out of the court, irene looked everywhere. some was laughing at her while others was mad at her but as irene looked at atty. perez a smirk painted on his face, ofcouse mr. perez will be happy knowing that irene lost her professionals etiquette. this is the first time in her whole year of serving justice that she....she become hypocrite and hysterical and she regretted it.
she wanna curse herself for being out of control. the whole time her mind was flowing around and what she saw is continuously flashing from her mind that made her lost her control and she forgot that she...she was in court.
"what the fuck is that irene!" she curse, completely loosing her mind as
she ran her fingers on her hair, she sighed as she looked around. her office is monochrome style and it's suffocating her.
"fuck fuck fuck!!! your freaking dumb irene! what was that" then she again curse herself
"this is not your fault" she heard from nowhere tho she already knew, where the voice came from. she looked from her behind there she saw Jennifer holding a flower with a teary eyes. irene chuckles.
"leave" she mouthed trying to divert her gazes.
"i won't leave here irene" irene again chuckles as she rolled her eyes
"just leave i don't want to...just fucking leave" but Jennifer didn't listen but she just stand still from Irene front, irene scoffed.
"why did you do that" irene looked away as she asked her questions, for a lawyer irene must have better eye contact to whoever person she was talking but nope, as of now she can't look to Jennifer because she wanna curse herself from falling inlove...from fallling from the lies. she was a fucking lawyer for christsake she must known better.
"you don't understand" irene chuckles as she let a tiny laugh from her.
"don't make me believe your lies. that won't work" she said as she about to walk when Jennifer hold her hand but she was quick to pushed Jennifer away from her.
"don't fucking touch! i told you leave" a stern voice of irene that she always using to court won't affect Jennifer because she just stood there looking at the eyes of Irene while holding a flowers.
"just listen irene..i want you to listen to me. i know there's no words can justify what did i do..but irene you-"
"I don't wanna heard everything from you! whoever you will say just shove it with your ass Jennifer. all this time i believed you! i am a fucking lawyer Jennifer. i am, but when it comes to you i dont..i don't fucking understand...why! why i fucking believing your words... you told me! you!!! being yourself told me you love
me, you just said that this morning but...but fucking why! argh i hate this" irene ran her fingers on her hair as she tried hard not to cry, again. Jennifer tried to come near her but she failed when irene signal her not to come near her
"you can't blame me irene!"
"bullshit Jennifer, why couldn't blame you huh? you...you fucking kissing someone! god. you told me you love me but you just kissing someone without me even knowing? i know...i know you and me have nothing between us but...but fucking fuck Jennifer you made me feel love and then surprisingly in a snap of finger you will just did this? how cruel are you" then after a minutes the only sounds that can be heard from them is the sobbing of eachother, irene took sighed as she looked at Jennifer infront of her who's trying not to fall from where she was standing.
"i know Jennifer. we...we are nothing but you should just....uh whatever! i don't have rights to.... i just leave" then irene about to walk away when surprisingly Jennifer hug her, irene was about to pushed Jennifer away from her when Jennifer spoke.
"i have my sister... she's in hospital...she needs money irene and...and i....i don't want you to obliged to do something from me because irene! i knew...i knew that if ever i asked you for money. there's no way you will have your second thoughts to led me some" irene understand the point and she knew what Jennifer trying to say but she can't believe that the only way Jennifer knew is to sell her purity?
"but you can ask me"
"that's the point irene! i know..i know you will give me money anytime i ask but i....i can't....i don't want to have it from you... because i don't want some people think that i love you because you had almost everything....and i don't want them to think that...that i'm doing this because i want to have what you had" irene scoffed.
"fuck what people's will think! you should ask me Jennifer because i'm trying...i'm trying to trust you but you failed me after i saw you... kissing that fucking man...well that wouldn't be just kiss if i didn't caught you? or you guys had sex already and he led you some money...wait where's the money can i see it so that i could pay you twice for having you in my bed" then irene chuckles looking at the face of Jennifer, the tears that keeps dripping dowm from Jennifer seems like act for Irene but it's true
Jennifer didn't expect this words will came from the woman she ever loved, tho. that wouldn't be the lessened of her love from the woman but she can't deny that she was hurted knowing that irene can see her like that
"wait honey....is cat got your tongue?" then again irene smirk, tho she's really not enjoying this act of her but her pride cannot be taken by her mind that she has to act like she was nonchalant that her girl was now hurting by her, that's mean she wasn't less from what Jennifer did to her.
"stop irene" then Jennifer about to walk away when irene pulled her back
"why? can't you accept that fuck that you are stripper and you are the whore of mr. west? how could you do that!! you ruined a family! how could you digest that? huh. Jennifer? you---"
"FUCK YOU IRENE" Jennifer cut the words of irene, cleary disappointed that visible on her face
"you don't know everything irene so don't fucking spoke with me like you knew everything about me cause--"
then irene cut the words of Jennifer
"oh jesus Jennifer, my poor jen. i don't know? well what i saw was enough to prove me that you would do everything just to fulfill your own desires building inside your---"
irene didn't finished her words when a slap Landed on her face, she chuckles there she look at Jennifer who's now sobbing
"You're right irene! i will do everything for money! because my sister are now there! in ICU fighting for her own life while the bill was almost half in a million now and really irene! I DON'T FUCKING CARE ABOUT THE BILL but I FUCKING CARE ABOUT MY SISTER WHO'S FIGHTING FOR HER OWN LIFE. she was suffering irene! and yep i could find a job if i really want to but you met me like this irene, you met me when i was the one who you called stripper dancing infront of you! pleasuring you, well i can't fucking blame you if you really think of puking now! why? so disgust about me already? i could accept that irene. no matter what you said because i love you and i fucking did and i mean this! when the day i said i love you, i knew i was ready to surrender everything for you!! i fucking resigned to the club irene and i was trying to find a decent job where you can be proud of me but all of that was nothing in your eyes because you only can see me as a fucking stripper! doing everything to pleasure her desires"
Irene felt guilty and about to hold the hand of Jennifer when Jennifer pulled back her hands and fist it trying to control herself even more.
"i...i don't --" Jennifer cut the words of irene
"you...you don't have to explain. i guess you are right, i was nothing compared to you and i hate myself for pushing myself to fit in your world. which i can clearly see that i won't be able fit to the world who's now welcoming me....but i want to say a word for you irene even if it's mean for you as a joke. I LOVE YOU IRENE but i hate you at the same time knowing that you think that i'm doing this for myself. you didn't even asked me irene but i don't care because my sister needs me more than a person who couldn't just see me as a normal person but a stripper who's dancing wildly and selling her purity. i get it irene, you don't have to push me just to face it because the reality slapped me really hard already"
