"you have it" irene uttered making imee looked at her, for almost one week. irene finally spoke with her. yup imee and gayle are spending time with irene for almost a week now but every passing day irene never tried to speak with her, tho irene was the one who's taking care of imee but everytime imee trying to speak with irene
irene always making a way to avoid having talk with her but irene did make conversation with gayle everyday.
and by now imee was almost healed but the bruises in her body was still visible but she's not that awful like she was when irene met her, thanks to irene who always taking care of her.
irene spend her almost week making sure that imee will be fine, after all imee can't lift her arm because of the dislocation happened due to the force and also her leg that still injured because of the bruises
well for irene tooking care of imee will never be a big deal for her, she's always doing that when they are living together but the thing is, they are not living together now. they are not the same as before and they will never be the same as before
the books they had written are now have their closing phase, the memories they had shared are now forgotten but for irene even it took her a years, she knew in herself her sister will be always her destination and her buddy for everything path she choose she'll go, how could she forget someone when that someone is still the someone she will always meet halfway of her life?
"yup. there's no way i will throw this" imee said slowly tracing the bracelet that irene left on their house that night.
then a seconds after, the silence treat them again, imee wants to speak with irene but how would she? how would she do that when irene was the one who's making a way not to bring the past they had shared?
"come on open your mouth" Irene said, imee was eating right now and because she still can't lift her arm irene was the one feeding her.
and she will lie if she don't say it was an awkward, having a eye to eye contact with her sister she once hurted is the thing she will regret for the rest of her lives.
"Irene stop" imee said and this time Irene who's the one who looked into her eyes, imee swallowed she wanted to say everything how everything went but everytime she's trying it will leading her to say thank you or I appreciate you on irene.
how everything went to this? if only imee could turn back the time she'll listen to the pleading irene. she wouldn't choose to leave, she knew...she regretted it.
"why" irene asked, "you need to eat this. actually this whole thing, it's for your health it's good for your---"
"irene I'm sorry"
irene stopped and looked at imee eyes again there's a tears forming in imee eyes and as of now irene just want to vanish or walk away. she'd been avoiding the talk with imee for almost a week now because she wasn't ready to ravel or untangle the knots between them, but when will she be ready?
"i guess you had enough" then irene about to walk out when imee pulled her back, there's a force imee used making her arms ache but she didn't mind, she wants now to asked forgiveness and tell everything but how would she do that when irene seems not interested at all.
"please irene listen, listen to me" irene sarcastically laughed on imee who's crying infront of her.
"why would i listen imee when you didn't listen to me that night?" that words stabbed imee to death, she was crying really hard. she wanted to speak but she can't because she knows there's no word will change the fact that she hurted irene
"irene I'm sorry"
"oh jesus don't do this! if you think i forgive you imee because i'm letting you stay here well no! there's no way i would forgive you, you hurted me imee! you fucking hurted me remember, you left me. that night! where you left me alone and you choose that fucking tommy over me but look! where he is right now? he wasn't here right now imee!!! and who's the fucking person helping you to heal right now!!! ME! IMEE! i am, it always me who always staying for you but you left me imee and i promised myself that the moment you choose to fucking closed the door is the moment i will never let you in again but fuck this imee!!! i'm still here, i'm still letting you in!!! IN MY FUCKING HOME imee, even if i fucking promised to myself that i will never ever accept you again but i still fucking did imee!!! i still bring you in my house and that is the fucking stupid of me!!! and i hate it because i always being a stupid when it comes to you! i hate you imee but i fucking love you cause you are my sister"
irene was now also crying and infront of her sister she looked like a messed now, but she don't care because it's her sister. it's her imee, who's always can understand her.
"irene---"
"you know! just leave imee and don't ever bother my life again"
"irene please let's talk about this i wanna tell you something bunso"
"we will never talk again imee and now i don't fucking care if you aren't fully healed just leave here in my house but leave gayle with me"
"she's my daughter irene!"
"how would you take care of her when you can't even feed yourself!"
imee silenced is the cue for Irene to chuckles.
"see you are nothing! now pack your things and leave here imee! alone!" irene said then about to walk when she look at imee again.
"when i get back here make sure i will never see your face again!"
and that's enough for imee, she's breaking but she also can't do things anymore. she just wanted to die as of now, she wanted to kill herself so that she can prove to irene that she was also suffering but nope, if irene want her to leave then she must leave but there's no way she will leave gayle here.
imee tried to stand and after a minutes she finally did, she called gayle which after a minute gayle came to her crying.
"oh baby what happened"
"i heard you two, mommy don't leave me with her. i know she's kind but i can take care of you, don't believe her mommy. don't leave me here" imee smiled before she cupped the face of her 5yrs old daughter turning into 6
"there's no way i will leave you here gayle, we're leaving now"
"do i need to pack our things?"
"don't bother honey, let just buy a new" imee said smiling, imee credit card is on the house where irene and her living before she will stay there she guess, she will start a new life using the left money on her bank account.
she thinks this is the ending of everything, she will never fix again the things she broken 5yrs ago and so be it.
imee wiped her tears. "but before we leave here baby go get some ballpen and paper for mommy, we will write to your dragon auntie" they both chuckles before Gayle get some ballpen and papers.
if this the end imee must write her letter for her sister and if this the ending then she will glad if there's a thing she will left for her sister and that's a letter.
if her mouth can't speak then her letter will do for her.
