𝐈'𝐌 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐓 | • 𝐊𝐓𝐇 𝟏𝟖+ [ON HOLD]

CHAPTER 4

3 days has been past and im still in daze. what was i thinking? he first ignored me for what his girlfriend did then followed me behind, then did something like that with me, then again he handed me ointment and his hoodie? for what?

after doing everything he disappear like nothing dawning me in his thought that my mind is all around him. he scares me, his calmness haunts me and but his presence calms my darkness down. he reminds me of that devil. my father.

but whenever I'm with him I felt terrified yet safe. It's so idiot of me to think like that. I know! But what can you expect from the girl who always crys like baby every night remembering about the demons she has past by in her past knowing how weak she was.

Afterall venom kills venom and taehyung is that venom for me who has taken over the poison my father had planted in me. And I'm ready to get intoxicated in by taehyung if it stop my father haunting me in. even if it hurts.

Maybe I make no sense. Maybe what taehyung did was harrasment but it is nothing compared to what I have bare. But at least at the end I know if he hurt me he will be the one who will heal me. That's what I am yearning for.

My thoughts got broke when I saw kook in corridor with white and black sweat tshirt with flirtatious smile on his face. This guy has occupied almost female population in our university in no time. I was about to go to him that's when one girl with slutty outfit walk towards him.

" Hey daddy" she mumbled and I saw how jungkook wrap his arm around her.

"Hello to you too babygirl" he said and that girl blush making me puke.

She whispered something in his ear like some fuck schedule making him grin. I think I need some air I turned to leave.

"Sur-wait sweetheart!" Jungkook shout and ran towards me before putting his arm around my shoulder and like always my eyes wandered around even after knowing he is not here.

"Jungkook duffer leave!" I said huff to which he pout and shook his head like baby. Oh god!

"Why were you going without meeting me?" He ask making me roll my eyes. Well we have got good bond with each other until he starts with his playboy flirting.

"You were busy." I said with shrug and push his hand away from my shoulder and started walking. I hear him shouting 'later babe' before following me, I can feel that girl must be boring hole in my back.

"Why did you left your important work?" I ask and it come up like sarcasm which made him laugh.

"Anything for you sweetheart" he said with his signature wink. I throw him I might puke look at shake my head laughing. I told him to not call me that but again he said 'then what should I call you sWeEthEArt' so I just shrugged it.

I hope he won't call me that infront of him. Last time I know taehyung broke that guy's hand just because he held my wrist. Well ofcourse he haven't accept that he did that because of me but I know I was the reason.