💔Cila's P.O.V.💔
Today's the big day I got up extra early to get ready and out of this hell hole. I got dress and went into the kitchen. But what I didn't know was that the man my mom was sleeping with was awake. I got down to the kitchen and started my moms breakfast. Once I was done I put It on a plate . When I was about to leave I was yanked and pined into a wall. I looked up and saw the disgusting pig my mom slept with last night. He said "Where you going sweet check?" I tried to get past him but his grip was to strong. he than looked me up and down and was about to touch my chest when we hear someone clear their throat. I looked up and saw my mom. She looked mad, than said "What are you doing to my daughter?!" He said " Its not what it looks like she tried to seduce me." My mom looked even madder than she looked calm. She told her disgusting pig to go upstairs and change he did what he was told. when he got to the room I didn't get time to process what was happening until I heard * Slap* and I was on the floor with a sour cheek. I than looked at my mom and she flipped me over and started to punch and kick my stomach. After she was done hurting me she yanked my hair up and said " Wait until you get home you whore, they'll be a worst beating than this." She than threw my head down and walked to the bathroom. As I got up I felt something on my butt than I start to feel my pants go down a bit I say my moms disgusting pig their he said " I know your a virgin but this won't hurt ... Me !" As he was about to rape me I kicked his legs and he fell . As he fell I ran out that house. I was so busy running that I didn't notice Haileigh was by me. She than said " Your excited for the contest two." I than look at her and faked a smile and said " Yeah. It's gonna be fun." As we go up the steps. I was thinking about what my mom said " Wait until you get home you whore, they'll be a worst beating than this." It kept repeating in my head. How bad is this beating gonna be, I wondered. As I was thinking I was snapped out of my trance when I hear a squeal and someone yelling out " Thank You!" About a million times I than see Haileigh their with Nash. I must have been thinking so hard I didn't even notice that he was here. They began rumble on and on about nothing. While that was happening I was starring at the roses. Blood red, that's gonna be the color of the floors when my moms done with me. I than heard the bell ring. We all go inside and get our numbers we hear Nash sing. He was alright, for a beginner. After Nash was called not long after Haileigh had to go she had this nervous look on her face. Since she's always their for me and makes me happy I decided to do the same for her. As she was walking by I grabbed her hand she looked at me and I said " I know you can do this you were born to sing". As I said this I had a small smile because I knew she was gonna win. She than told me " good luck to you two." I than let go of her hand and watch her go on stage the judges asked her what song she was gonna sing . She had chosen she will be loved by maroon 5. She looked hesitate, she than looked at the audience , I help my thumb up for her . She than started to sing. As she was done people clapped and clapped they loved her she was a perfessional at singing. She than ran off stage. I wanted for 8 minutes than I heard my number being called. As I got up their I felt kinda uncomfortable because I'm not used to wearing nice clothes and to putting my hair up. But Haileigh made me put it my hair up and put in nice clothes. Once I got into the stage I felt awkward. I'm not used to this much attention, when I get attention like this is because they are laughing at me. i start to over think things when... I heard what song will you be singing us today ma'am. I told him " I will be singing "Just a little girl by trading yesterday." I than look and see Haileigh giving me a look saying you can do it I know. You can I than close my eyes and take a deep breath than I start to sing
"You never cared to hear the other side
So why would you care to keep this thing alive?
You paint me into the memory of all your pain
But I will not be drawn into the past again
'Cause all of this is all that I can take
And you could never understand the demons that I face
So go ahead and bat your eyes and lie right to the world
For with everything you are, you're just a little girl
I never meant for you to feel this way
The Decembers were never meant to be our graves
It's not a question of who is wrong and what is right
But time can not heal what you will never recognize
'Cause all of this is all that I can take
And you could never understand the demons that I face
So go ahead and bat your eyes and lie right to the world
For with everything you are, you're just a little girl
So go ahead and cry, go ahead believe that you were right
To keep away the dark
To help you sleep tonight
(Go on and decide
Who is wrong, what is right
'Cause you know inside...)
'Cause all of this is all that I can take
(Go on and decide)
And you could never understand the demons that I face
(Who is wrong, what is right)
So go ahead and bat your eyes and lie right to the world
('Cause you know inside...)
For with everything you are
'Cause all of this is all that I can take
(Go on and decide)
And you could never understand the demons that I face
(Who is wrong, what is right)
So go ahead and bat your eyes and lie right to the world
('Cause you know inside...)
For with everything you are, you're just a little girl."
I didn't even pay attention to the crowd all that processed in my mind was I did it . I sang , I actually did it but than I thought about the song. That song describe me so well but people were to blinded to realize what I'm going through . After were all done with singing we wait for the judges. They have to decide on five people. After they pick the winner they write their names on an envelope with the placement in it. Four of those gets signed a recorded deal while the fifth one gets a record deal and also gets to star in a movie I want paying attention Anymore I start to say dream again when I heard the fort place winner goes to ... Than he opens the envelope and says in first place is Cila Willa. I got up and stayed their I found out hailegh got 2nd , Lexi got 3rd, Addy got 4th while Taylor got 5th place. After that he gave us his number and we had to give him our . After that exchange he said I'll call you guys tomorrow go home and rest now . As I got up and walked home I completely forgot what my mom said and I regretted it. When I opened the door and Stepped foot in it I was kicked , punched , and slapped after she was happy with what she did you said " You look tired let me help you with that." She than grabbed her beer bottle and hit me it broke and some of the glass stayed in my scalp. I stopped moving for a until my mom though I passed out . She left the room and I quickly got up and went to my room and took out the glass . I than started my shower and showered if hurt because of my wombs but I dot care I need to shower. After I showered I skipped dinner and feel asleep. Before I fell asleep I made sure to have a good grip on the bat , than my vision got blurry than I was a sleep.
🔪End of Cila's P.O.V.🔪
