Relationships or getting involved with someone more or less triggers a certain type of vulnerability with a partner that you should be sure that you're ready for. I loved that man, man. But guess what? What always happens.
I'm not mad at you. HOW can I be mad at you, I literally still love you. I just don't think you feel the same but no matter what, I can't bare to see you or really talk to you even though deep down more than anything in the fucking world I want that and more, but I'm hurting, I'm hurting because of how I love you, I'm hurting because of how I miss you so much inside and I'm not sure that is what you want, STILL want and would even fight for and here I am in tears wishing praying hoping crying just .... Why couldn't it just be you. It Fucks with me everyday and I'm trying my hardest to be strong please believe me— we don't do that temporary shit but looked what happened.
