Rudra’s POVI stopped in my tracks.
The soft cries of the child echoed faintly down the hallway — fragile, desperate, like it knew it had come into a broken world. My chest tightened.
The door to her room was slightly ajar. Just enough.
I shouldn't have looked.
But I did.
Aayna sat on the edge of the bed, hunched over, holding the infant close to her chest, her eyes swollen, lips trembling. Her hospital gown had slipped a little, baring the curve of her shoulder as she guided the baby to feed.
She flinched. A hiss of pain escaped her mouth.
Then — she broke.
Tears spilled down her cheeks as she whispered in a voice meant for no one to hear.
“It hurts… my nipples are so sore... I can't even breathe properly. Why won't you stop crying...?”
Her body shook as she tried to soothe the baby, one hand wiping her tears, the other adjusting the cloth awkwardly.
I stood there. Frozen.
The weight of what I’d done slammed into me like a blade.
She was just a girl.
And now she was a mother.
Because of me.
My fists clenched at my sides, nails digging into my palms. The guilt I had buried under anger and denial finally clawed its way up. I wanted to step in, say something, anything — but what could I say?
Sorry?
That word was too small for the hell I had dragged her into.
“I didn’t ask for this life,” she whispered brokenly, unaware I was watching.“I hate you… I hate you for making me go through this…”
Her voice cracked with pain, but it was the bitterness that tore me open.I stepped back before she could see me. Back into the shadows.
Because I knew if I walked in right then, I’d break. And monsters don’t deserve to break.
They just watch from the dark.
And regret.

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