I Really Need You❤️

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by idkestxx

by idkestxx

N!32 Y!30

Angst + Fluff
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| Nick's POV |

Me and Nate sat in the car on the way to the airport for my court case in Nevada "did you see Joe Rogan's new podcast?" Nate asked I looked away from the window to him "No I don't think so" I shook my head "why?" I asked "Y/n was on.." I nodded "you should listen to it" I just nod again.

Once we got on the plane I sat down grabbing my headphones on turning on the podcast for the rest of the flight. Joe asked her about her podcast and her job

"Then I have to ask your most known for being with Nick Diaz, for what 4-5 years?" he asked her
"yeah...4 and a half years" she nodded with a tight smile
"if you don't mind me asking why did you break up?"
"um he was about to fight George and he was training really hard...but then he just got distant like two weeks before the fight and then he asked me not to come to his fight...and I had always gone to his fights so it kinda hurt me a bit so sat down with him and i asked why he got all upset! it's like I get he has to train and shit, even if he didn't want me at his fights that's fine but say more then Hi, bye and good night!"
"so you broke up with him?" Joe asked
"I just said if he didn't talk to me about it I won't be home when he comes back, and he didn't talk so I left"
"never talked since?"
"no haven't talked for two years....I was always waiting for him to call..Still kinda am but..." she bit her lip which I know is how she stops herself from crying, then shook her head
"still love him?"
"your asking very girly questions" she laughed and sniffled, Joe laughed "it's questions people want to know"
"yeah I do" she said fast "and like no matter what i'll always be there for him...with all the bullshit going on with him right about he could get banned for a year" she shook her head wiping her eyes "sorry" she whispered.
"it's okay" he handed her a tissue
"thanks ..then I think it's my fault because it's like why the fuck didn't I call..or just shut up about it cause I can't call him now he's done he moved on" she shrugged wiping her eyes again.

I turned off my phone throwing it in my backpack, I got up and went into the small bathroom running my hands down my face. i'm far from moved on, I still have her picture on my nightstand and one of us in my wallet. I pasted in the small small bathroom, I sighed went out of the bathroom "you shouldn't have made me watch that" I told Nate shaking my head, Nate shrugged.

----- That Night -----

| Y/n's POV |

I was about 10 Pm and I was sitting in bed mindlessly scrolling on my phone. I found out earlier that Nick wasn't just banned for a year but for five and fined 165,000 dollars, he wasn't even allowed to go watch his brother fight.
I threw my phone to the side getting under my covers. my favorite song came through my phone
Nick <3
Nick why would nick call me?
"Hello?" I said into the phone
I hear sniffling "hey Y/n..i'm sorry to call but..-" he cleared his throat
"it's okay..is everything alright?" I sat up
"No" his voice broke "I really need you" he took a deep breath "Please..could you come over?" he sniffled again
"of course...are you at the same place?"
"yeah um you can just come in..i'm in ou-my room" he sighed
"okay i'll be over soon k" I said softly
"okay..."

I grabbed a hoodie and put my shoes on, grabbed my keys. I haven't seen Nick or talked to him in two years since we broke up, I don't even know how to feel. I walked in the house which most of the time had all his friends and his brother sitting around smoking and watching an old UFC fight on TV, but tonight it was quite no TV's on, not one person just quite. I walked down the hall to what was our old room, I open the door to see him sitting on the edge of the bed his head in his hands, his shoulders shook. When he lifted his head up, his eye's were puffy tear stains on his cheeks. He stood up coming over to me, he wrapped his arms around my waist his head going into the nook of my neck. I wrapped my arms around his neck "i'm sorry" he said into my neck pulling me tighter "i'm so sorry" he added "shh it's okay...don't be sorry" I ran my hands down his back "I don't know what i'm gonna do" he added crying again, I pulled away from him cupping his face running my thumbs under his eyes "it will be okay I promise" he shook his head "it's already not okay" he cried again, "it will get better " he shook his head again.

We were laying in his bed after a bit he relaxed and now had his head on my chest with his arm around my waist , I ran my fingers through his hair "thanks for coming" he said rubbing my hip "of course Nick" moving my fingers to his neck "...i'm sorry I walked out that day" I nod "and i'm sorry I pushed you away.." he took a deep breath "I know" I lightly kissed his head.
He moved up face to face with me, placing his hand on my neck he pecked my lips "I still love you too" he said I smiled "I love you" I laughed "what?"" he smiled "you watched that podcast?" "yeah...and to let you know I haven't moved on," he sighed and leaned over opening his nightstand drawer taking out a picture frame with a photo of us "I put that away before you came" he smiled "yeah me neither" I showed him my screensaver smiled, his smile grew bigger and he kissed me again.