It's just a bet, right?
One little bet was all it took, to set her world on fire.
"Babygirl"
"Make me"
SMUT 18+
VIOLENCE
There are trigger warnings in case of violence. Smut doesn't have trigger warnings.
This fanfiction is all fantasy. Please don'...
I am currently sitting in my small apartment, we have one very comfy sofa. My lover, dearest, forbid me to work today. "Forget it, you will not work again until your wounds are completely healed", his exact words. As if it causes me great pain to type away on the keyboard! Today is Monday and I was glad to see my office colleagues again, because I had already missed the last time. I snort scornfully and pull a pouty lip. After yesterday's bit of arguing, I finally gave up, because when he's completely serious, it means obeying. I put the hot teacup to my upturned lips, sip the hot peppermint tea and almost burn my tongue. With a jerk, I yank the cup back and see my reflection in the cup. I have a scratch on my right cheek, in the upper part. It healed pretty quickly, but you can still see it.
When I got home last night, I was forced into an overall analysis by my two best friends after Yura caught sight of the scratch on my face. "Sweetie what happened?" she sounded all worried before she remembered where I work. "Don't tell me-" I interrupted her and promised her that I would tell her everything in a minute. We went into the living room and a few minutes later Saya joined us, her hair still quite wet from the previous shower. "Finally Y/n, I thought you had been flattened!" I looked at her questioningly. "Yeah don't look like that! From your lover of course! Maybe he sat a bit too hard on your face!" she grins at me, wiggling her eyebrows meaningfully. "Ya! You- You! I would never do that!", I shout at her in shock, pointing my finger at her the whole time as if I can't believe she had just said that. It's not like I was doing exactly what she just said yesterday. "Ey you two shut up and you", Yura pointing her finger at me", tell us what happened that you haven't been home for half a week". Saya and I sat down and I clear my throat and let out a loud 'uhm' first of all. "..Yes exactly and now he just forbid me to work tomorrow" I finish my story with a long sigh. Yura put a hand in front of her face and Saya's eyes went wide. "Oh my god are you okay baby?", Yura finally dares to open her mouth and pulls me into a hug. Saya crawls over to us and wipes the tears from my cheek before silently hugging us. "Why didn't you come to us? I would have doctored you too!", Saya asks me worriedly. Yura just nods worriedly. "JK's house was just closer," that's actually true, but that also wasn't the reason why I went to JK's and not home, but that remains my secret. "To bad that those fuckers are already dead, I would like to kill them myself", Saya snorts angrily. I smile sadly and hug them both tighter. "Were you with your lover the other two days?" asks Yura carefully. I wipe the tears from my cheek before proceeding with the second part of my story. Same reaction as before, but not out of sadness, anger or pity, but out of shock, kind of a positive surprise, at least from my left - Saya. But also Yura opened her eyes and mouth wide and gives me a bombastic side glance. These are my best friends, I absolutely love them and have known them since childhood, possibly I lost my sense of shame a bit and eventually told them the whole story without missing a damn detail. And before you judge me. We have always done this and we will always do it.
Since the two only have their mouths open but stupidly nothing comes out, I just continue. Actually, I really have to thank you, my dearest," I say and turn to Saya, "your recommended books actually helped me once," I give her a dirty grin. She slaps me on the shoulder and snorts in shock. "Don't look at me like that! I don't just read books like that, I read others too!" I can't take it anymore and snort, after a few seconds they join in and we cluck like the biggest chickens. For the second time that evening, tears come to my eyes, only this time from laughter.
Now that I think back on it, they took it pretty well. Yura was very understanding and didn't tell me three times that she would kill JK if he didn't get his men under control. Eventually she realized that it wasn't his fault.
Jungkook.
I almost can't put it into words when I think of him. I just feel comfortable around him, I feel adored and valued. It's like I'm a princess. I laugh softly and my mouth twists into a quiet smile. I remember back to the last five years, when I was firmly convinced that I was incapable of loving anyone. Always the same. As soon as I became interested in someone, which didn't happen often, and then interest came back from the other person, I lost mine. I couldn't control it and I hated it. I backed off, suppressed all my feelings, which would die down anyway, and hid behind my self-created facade. For five years, that facade held up. Not a single scratch, not a single crack. And now it's not even a little damaged, it's been completely destroyed. His name is engraved in my heart. To find someone who owns my whole soul and protects me from all evil. Even if it means to kill for somebody.
I must say, when I first saw him, I thought it was a one time thing. I couldn't guess all the fucked up things that would happen to me. The strong sexism, the extreme underestimation, the absolute contempt, and the almost rape.
But I also couldn't guess what he would do to me.
I had no idea that he would completely turn my thinking around. He would show me what it really meant to feel alive. Would train me. Teach me. Protect me and show me what it means to fight for justice. Give me the worst and also the most beautiful to see.
